Forget Me Not ( Danisnotonfire )

Chapter 6

We stood there awkwardly for a minute after we'd finished ..uh ..face battling ..

" Well we haven't done that before". Dan said making me chuckle.

" You're a Dick I hope you know that". I laughed ," Really can't take a hint can you" I sighed .

" Well I'm sorry , I needed to answer a question ." He said looking up at me smiling .

I raised my eyebrows and put my hands on my hips .

"What question ?" I asked walking past him, closing my door we forgot to close. 

"What it'd be like to kiss someone with a lip piercing" He smirked turning towards me pinning me against the door .

"And.."  I said biting my lip .

Dan shook his head and pulled me closer to him ," I'm not sure, I think I'll need do it some more to make up my mind". He said leaning in to kiss me again.

I ran underneath his arm and into the bathroom , locking the door behind me .

"Wow real mature Teddi"  I heard Dan laugh against the door , I silently smirked and unlocked the door , pulling Dan in and kissing him .

"Better?" I mumbled against his lips ,before resting my head against his chest.

"Mhmm" Dan hummed before pushing me off him to arms length.

"So like ..I really don't want to , but uh I have to go meet my friend, I promised her I'd meet her , I already missed my bus because of you " He said tucking my hair behind my ear and kissing my forehead.

" I promise I'm coming over after and we can talk then ok ?" He smiled . I nodded and pushed him playfully out of the bathroom .

"Who's your friend?" I asked , leaning against the door , the word 'her ' worried me slightly, Dan's fricking Gorgeous this girl was probably attracted to him, damn who wouldn't ?

"Oh She's a Uni friend , Inori, I'll come round after Teddi , I swear , we'll talk then "

He smiled at me before opening the door .

'We'll talk then' .

Shit I don't really want to talk ,I can guess What he wants to talk about and I really , really don't want to talk about that .

I sighed and went back into the bathroom leaning over the sink breathing in and out deeply .

Why couldn't we just make out. it was a lot easier and didn't cause any arguements or awkwardness.

Eugh.

I walked into my room and finally rooted through my bedside cabinet finding my other pair of headphones and plugging them in my phone . I collasped on to the bed and put my phone on to shuffle .

The only exception came on and I had to laugh , my phone was mocking me I could tell , I skipped the songs til Smells like teen spirit came on .

Perfect.

I closed my eyes and just let the world go bye . Headphones were important , they let me escape to my own little world , they seperated me from the world , to another world I wanted to be in .

My headphones were kinda like the TARDIS.

Plus no one really liked the music I like , Im judged enough I really don't want my music taste judged , that's just offensive.

After a while I got up , still keeping my headphones in , and wandered round the flat. It'd never felt more empty . I was content with loneliness , but now .. I don't even know.

I took out my headphones and got in the shower , faded black water ran beneath me as the cheap hair dye I had washed away . I put on a pair of black skinny jeans and an oversized hoodie before drying and straightened my hair .

And now we wait .

I tapped my fingers on the table nervously checking the time once every ten seconds . I didn't know when he was coming but I felt it would be soon .

When did you last eat? I asked myself , it didn't matter . My hand slipped down and felt the curviture of my stomach . I clenched my hand and ran to the toilet throwing up anything I had left in me .

That should do it .

I cleaned my teeth and washed my face . I turned to leave when I saw Dan standing  there , disappointment written all over his face .

Panic ran through me , I didn't know how much he'd seen, but looking at his expression it'd been enough.

"WHAT THE HELL TEDDI?!" Dan yelled at me making me flinch and back away .

"Do you know What you're doing to yourself. I KNEW you weren't eating properly, just look at your cupboards, all that's in there is dieting pills and a couple gone off energy bars! "  He slammed the door, stepping into the bathroom .

I felt my breath quicken , sharp pains going through my chest .

Ignore it, it'll go away.

I was about to answer Dan when he got in first .

"Do you not see ? Do you see how bloody beautiful you are ?! " Dan grabbed my shoulders and turned me around so we were both looking in the mirror, I tried to look down, away from my reflection , but Dan forced my head up .

"Look."

He pulled my jumper up revealing my fat , god it was disgusting.

"You're so skinny Teddi, why would you..I really don't understand !"  Dan shouted. The pain in my chest got sharper , the walls felt like they were closing in , my breathing shortened, Shit am I dying !?

I collasped on the floor , gulping for air .

"Teddi..? TEDDI!"

Dan's voice was the last thing I heard before It all went black .