Mary falls for one of the why don't we boys who is with her best friend, but she loses those feelings once she notices her other friend in another way or at least she thinks those feelings fade.
Started: July 30 2017
Completed:January 23 2018
Mary pov Wednesday So today me and jack perform our song today and when we practiced last night we with Jenna she said we sounded great, so let's pray we do good. I get up extra early so I can look nice for the performance. So I get I up to the usual shower and getting dressed and make up.
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Mary ootd^^^ We are both gonna were black because one of the lines were "paint it in black when you left me alone. And if you were wondering how it has been around jack, Jenna, and Ethan, well it actually has been normal. Ethan and jack told me that they both talked about it and they are fine with and are cool. And jack said that is not gonna tell Jenna. I don't wanna tell her because I know she will feel really bad and I don't want her to be I mean I happy right now and I love Ethan. Then I look at myself in the mirror and I am ready. I head out of the door and I am greeted by the door by Ethan with Starbucks. "This is for good luck" he gives me the coffee and a kiss "Thank you" I say giving him a kiss on the cheek "Wait where is jack he said he would wait for me outside my door, we can go to class so we can do last minute stuff." I say asking Ethan "Oh he is in the dorm getting ready" he says "Ok" I say "Why don't you come inside and we can wait for him together." He offers "Sure" I say Then we walk in and I see jack shirtless. He didn't have abs but he had subtle muscles on his arms I mean he looked good. But Ethan had abs and he was toned but not like bodybuilder toned either. But I made sure I also was not staring at jack I mean I have Ethan. Then jack looks over to me. "Good morning, you look pretty." Jacks says to me giving me hug still shirt less. Then we hug but not for too long. I pull away "Thanks, know go get changed we have to be at class in 10 minutes and it is a 5 min walk from here so hurry." I say rushing him " ok ok" he says and he walks away. Then once he is ready we go in the hallway and walk to class and we are early so we warm up. Then class started so we watched the first go up. They were really good. Then I think how the hell did I get into this school? I mean I guess I am ok but not that great. Oh well I mean I got in that is all that matters and that I work to my best abilities. "Hey you got in cuz you are amazing at singing, and don't think anything else." Jack says with a smile. "What I said that out loud?" I say just realizing I said that out loud. "Yeah but even though you are amazing you still should work to your best abilities." Jack says smiling "Thanks" I say returning the smile God his smile is beautiful, it is like a gift from God to bless this earth. What the hell am I thinking? Mary you have a boyfriend and he is perfect for you. Or is he? Oh my god shut up and stop confusing yourself. "Ok next is Mary Sanders and Jack Avery." Mrs. Prendergast says grabbing my attention. So we get up to the front. "So is your song called?" She asks "It is called The Weight." Jack say confidently "Ok you two may begin." She said giving us permission to start Jack: I wanna go back Forget that it's over Paint it in black When you left me alone I never knew, She was sleeping next door with the kid I grew up with, And I can't go back to her anymore,no You tell me that you were happier with him but, You want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you,pushed me away And when you try to take me back,my heavy heart, just breaks No, I can't lift the weight
Mary: Put you in the past, Try to forget you 'cause it's over Me every time you ask I pretend that I'm okay You're inside my head In the middle of the night When I don't feel right I dream I con hold you, And I can't go back to you anymore yeah,yeah
Mary and Jack: You tell me that you were happier with him/her, but you want me to stay Be you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away Be when you try to take me back my heavy heart just breaks No I can't lift the weight and I can't lift the weight And I can't lift the weight,no, I can't lift the weight Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks And I can't lift the weight,no I can't lift the weight Yeah, you lowered your standards and I'll raise the stakes And I can't lift the weight,no, I can't lift weight You tell me that you were happier with him/her,but you want me to stay And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away And then you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks It I can't lift the weight,and I can't lift the weight You tell me you were happier with him/her but you want me to stay You told me that you needed time but you pushed me away And then you try to back, you say someday you will change But I don't want to wait
Then me and jack finish. We stare into each other's eyes at the end and we are so lost in each other's eyes that we don't even notice that we are. But the class takes our attention from clapping. "YEAH THOSE ARE MY BESTFRIENDS!!" I see zach and Hannah shout. Omg they are really loud but I mean you gotta love them. So then we go and take our seats. Ethan gives me a big hug and tells me I did great. "You did great especially when and the end you looked into each other's eyes in heart break." He says and I realize that the moment we had was not even planned. I mean it probably was by accident. I mean I love Ethan and jack loves Jenna so it was definitely by accident. I hope. Then it was the end of class. "Hey you did great." Corbyn says to me and fist bumps me "You sure did" Jonah says giving me a hug "What am I chopped liver" Daniel says standing in the corner waiting for a hug "Sorry Danny" I say giving him a hug "Hey you did amazing." Jack says to me when I am done hugging Daniel "Thanks you were right, I did fine" I say "Hey I am honest" jack says which was true "And you did perfect jack" I say "Thanks" he says. Then I go over to Ethan and give him a kiss. Jack pov When we were done singing I could not help but get lost in her beautiful chocolate chip brown eyes.there was not a single thing about that was not perfect. But it was weird cuz she was staring in my eyes too. Maybe because she wants to put affect of the heart break theme. But when class was over I was Mary and Ethan kiss and I knew that I could not have her in a million years. I mean she said it herself she could not be happier with Ethan. "Hey man you ok?" Daniel asks me "Yeah I am fine" I say as we walk out of the class "I can tell when something is bothering you, and you are definitely bothered so what is it?" Daniel pesters me "You know you can tell us anything right? Corbyn says "It is just I am nervous about my grade on our project." I lie "Come on you two did great it is a 0% chance that you will not get anything below an A" Corbyn says in a duh voice but the thing is, is that is knew that "If you say so" I say trying to act nervous "Whatever let's get to class." Daniel says changing the conversation. We head to our next class
