While We're Alive

I Will Love

Once upon a time,

I cared.

I cared for the world,

For every person.

I cried with the hurt,

Held on to the broken,

Laughed, and

Laughed until they could not help

Smiling.

But one day, you appeared. The white Rabbit.

Lost,

Confused,

Desperate.

And I could not help but follow.

I chased you, until

I lost you.

And I fell.

I fell down the rabbit hole,

Spiraling out of

My control.

Reaching,

Grasping for a sense of reality,

But I could not find a single shred of

Normal.

"Who are you?"

They asked.

"Who am i?"

I asked.

I knew who I was, but I've changed a few times.

I lost myself

In this giant, confusing world.

Alone,

Lost,

Confused.

I lost myself in Wonderland,

Chasing you

White Rabbit,

and it's no one's fault but my own.

And you can bet,

that I will find my way back home.

I will find myself.

Wound will heal,

And scars will fade.

And do not dare think that because I have changed, because I lost who I was,

I will not care again