Finding what i didn't know was missing

chapter 13

(Warning sexual activities in chapter)

I have been sitting on the bed staring at my phone.  I want to text that Austin guy but I keep thinking what would I say and if I say something what if Timothy sees it or what if Austin tells, or what if he's not doing anything wrong and he's actually treating Austin right. I'm literally going crazy over here. 

"Babe what's wrong?" Kevin asked wrapping his arms around my waist. 

"Nothing" I lied. I would tell Kevin but I don't really want him to worry. 

"Baby the trial is Monday okay don't worry we'll get the girls back"

"I know I just miss them" I said Going along with what he thought I was thinking about. Even though I still do think about the trail. And I wonder how the girls are being treated.

When I called my mom she said if I drop the case she with let me talk to the girls and see them whenever. I thought about taking up the offer and let my mom start over and make it right with the girls plus Steve seems to be a good person they will have a father figure plus of course they will still be able to see Kevin and I anytime they want. 

"I know you miss them babe but just think positive and hope for the best okay" Kevin kissed my forehead "now why don't I get your mind off of all that stressful stuff" Kevin started kissing at my neck making me laugh. I grabbed his dreads making him look up at me. I smashed my lips to his and slowly laid down. Kevin got on top of me and started to grind are members together causing both of us to moan. I licked Kevin's teeth and my tongue slipped in his mouth.

I threw off the big shirt that I was wearing witch was all I had to cover my now naked body and Kevin took off the underwear he had on causing his dick to spring up, that made me even harder.

"You have a sexy body" Kevin said scanning my body.

"So do you Mr. Muscles and tattoo" I said punching his chest softly.  Looking at his body I got tired of waiting so rush and smashed my lips with his and I wrapped my arms around his neck the kiss got deeper as we slid our tongues in each other's mouths. Kevin pushed me down rough. He grabs the lube of the dresser then applied it to is hard then applied it to my hole. Kevin lined down kissing me then he slide his dick in me slowly "fuck baby" I moaned. I still don't think I'm used to his size but it hurts less and it feels so good as well. 

"I love you" Kevin moaned. I want to say it back so bad because I really can say I love him but I don't know if he's serious or just saying that because were fucking. 

"Really?" I asked out loud on accident. Kevin stopped and starred at me. 

"I'm not saying it because I'm dicking you down" Kevin laughed but still serious "I really do. It's okay if you don't feel the same way yet"

"No, no I do I love you I really do" I said sitting up. Kevin had a huge smile on his face. 

"Really" Kevin said licking his lips.

"Really"

"Really?" Kevin said getting closer. Lust in his eyes. 

"Really" I whispered when he was a inch away. Kevin kissed my lips softy laying me down. Kevin slowly put his member back in me. I took in a deep breath and once he was fully in I breathed out shaky. Kevin started going in and out going faster and faster every time. Our moans were so loud. I pulled away so I could look into Kevin's eyes and could see the love in his eyes as he looked at me. As soon as I looked in Kevin's eyes he started to pound faster "ooh fuck babyyyy" I said shaky. It felt so good and also hurt a lot. I had tears in my eyes. I grabbed Kevin's neck and he held me in his arms tight while still fucking me.

"Oh fuck babe" Kevin moaned. Kevin picked me up put my back agents the wall causing his dick to go all the way in me.

"Oh shit" I Yelled out. I wrapped my arms around Kevin while he fucked me and sucked on my neck.

I was started to get shaky and I cam all over our stomachs.  I couldn't take any more but I knew Kevin didn't cum yet so I didn't say anything.

Finally Kevin cam in me. we slid down and and Kevin laid on top off me "can you please take it out I can't take any more" I said and Kevin pecked my lips and slide out of me causing me to let out the breath I was holding.

I looked at Kevin and smiled "I love you so much" I whispered.

"I love you so much" He pecked my lips and handed me a towel to wipe myself.

I hard Kevin's phone ring and he picked it up fast "hey ma" He said after answering "No I haven't"        "I'm good" "I miss you too" "Okay today?" "Can I bring someone?"            " I think you'll love to meet him" "Okay see you soon by love you" Kevin hung up the phone and finished whipping his self. "Babe we have to take shower and get dress because my mom wants me over there I guess some family came down and wants me there" He told me. I looked at him crazy.

"Babe I can barely walk" I said. Did he forget he fucked my brains out 20 minutes ago. 

"Aw baby I'm sorry but I really want you to meet my family" He pouted. 

"Okay fine but if they ask me why I'm limping I'm telling them it's your fault because you abused me" Kevin and I stated laughing. Kevin threw the nasty ass cum towel at my face "babe ew why would you do that?" I threw it back at him.

"Because I would never abuse you babe"

"Ya ya" I tried to get up but fell to the ground.

"Shit...  Babe you okay" Kevin ran to help me and started laughed. 

"Ha ha ha so funny" I said slapping his arms. Kevin picked me up and cared me to the bathroom. He turned on the shower and we both got in.

After getting out the shower I still was in pain and limping but the shower helped a little. "Ready babe" Kevin asked slipping on his shoes.

"Yes let me grab my shoes and we can go" Kevin smiled and kissed my four head before leaving the room.