Finding what i didn't know was missing

chapter 19

I'm so excited and nervous for today. I'm finally graduating. I always thought I wouldn't have my family here with me; I thought it would just be my sisters and of course jimmy, his mom, alexis and Jackson, cheering me on. Which wasn't bad but nothing beats the feeling of seeing my mom, steve, Kevin and even kevins mom in the crowd cheering me on as i walk across the stage to get my diploma. I see the girls and blow them a kiss before shaking my principals hand as someone took our picture.

After everything was over and we all got our diplomas, all the graduates went and got a cupcake and some juice then went on about their business. "Wow we really fucking did it man" jimmy said then took a sip of is drink.

"Yes we did, I got scared for a second that I wouldn't pass but i tried my best and here I am" Jackson said.

"Yeah it's crazy to think that I was just in 9th fucking grade, like i literally remember it like it was yesterday" Alexis said. It is crazy to think about though.

"I was always upset at first because I had to take 12th grade again but I'm so glade I did because I would have never met kevin or really get to know you more Alexis and now you're one of my best friends...." Jackson cleared his throat" and of course you too Jackson" we all started laughed. I seen my mom and kevin making their way over here so I said i would see all them later then walked over and huged kevin.

"I'm so proud of you baby" he said. I pulled his head close and kissed him.

"I love you" I said to him. I looked at my mom who was smiling from ear to ear. I went over and gave her a big hug. "I love you too mom"

"Oh my god I love you too baby" she said crying. I pulled away and she started wiping the tears under her eyes.

We met up with everyone and jimmy decided we should all go out to eat.  we all agreed and everyone got in the vehicle that would get them to TGI Fridays. Alexis and Jackson left with their family. I know them two have something going on but I'll wait till they are ready to tell me.

Kevin and i pull up to the restaurant a little late because we were making out and almost forgot.

We get in side and we see everyone at this long table that was pushed together for us. "Oh my god I thought y'all forgot to come" jimmy said "you should have road with me, then you wouldn't be late" everyone started laughing. Jimmy is in love with his new car. He got it that day we talked in the library. And he won't shut up about it.

"Oh shut up we're here now make some room" Kevin and i sat down. I said hey to Jimmy's girlfriend and everyone started to carry on with their conversation.

"Hey everyone" jimmy said standing up getting everyone's attintion "I would just like to say I'm very proud of my self and june for graduating, I want to thank my beautiful mother and father for making my life as fun as they could. I also want to thank june for being the best brother I never had, I love you man..." I had tears running down my face hearing jimmy speak. I said I loved him back and he continued "and I want to thank my beautiful girlfriend for believing in me, we didn't meet to long ago but I never felt this way for anyone. I love you as well" they shared a kiss then jimmy sat down.

"Umm I would like to go next and say something" kevin said standing up "well, I just want june to know that I am also so proud of him. You have made me so happy in these last few months and I can't wait to spend more of my life with you" he pulled a box out of his suit and I almost chocked on air. everyone gasped. "Okayyy, everyone don't worry, mom don't have a heart attack. It's just a promise ring but in about a year or two it will definitely be an engagement ring" I kind of calmed down a little along with his mom. Kevin pulled me up and placed the ring on my finger "now I don't know if grown people do this whole promise ring thing but I just wanted you to have something to remind you of me every second, and so any of these guys who try to hit on you know you already got a man..." Everyone laughed including me "I love you june baby"

"I love you too babe" we kissed and everyone clapped.

After we all became full and tired everyone started to leave and go home. "Do you want the girls to come over?" My mom asked. I looked at Kevin who was shaking his head no and pointing to his bulge. I laughed a little then looked back at my mom.

"Not today but definitely tomorrow" I learned down and hugged both of them and kissed them goodbye.

"Bye bub" anna said.

"Bye baby" I said back

"Bye" lisa waved at me and Kevin.

"Bye" we said together. My mom held their hand then got in the car.

When we got home me and Kevin immediately started to take each others clothes of "oh my god hurry up" I said as Kevin was un doing my pants. He finally got them of and he picked me up cared me to the room and put me on thee bed. I immedi- ately turned over and raised my ass a little. I felt something cold on my hole and then I felt Kevin pushing in me "oh fuck!" I yelled. Kevin was finally in me all the way and started pushing in and out slowly at first .

"Oh my god Baby" Kevin moaned out. He started to pound harder and faster causing both of us to moan out loud. He flipped me over and leaned down to kiss my still pounding in me. "I love you so much" he whispered in my ear.

"I love you so much too baby." Kevin kissed at my neck while I moaned crazy. "Ughh fuck baby" I grabbed his dreads and pulled him to smash our lips together.

"Hummm" he moaned still kissing me like crazy "I'm about to cum baby"

"Okay, keep biting my neck I'm going to cum too"

We both finally cam and we were laying in the bed coudling. "What would you say if I said that I found a house that I want us to go check out tomorrow" I looked at kevin crazy and confused.

"Well... I would be excited, I mean wow us living in a house together" it's something I've thought about but not too much about.

"Not only that.." He took a deep breath. What ever it was, was making him nervous.

"Babe what?" I said sitting up.

"okay don't get mad because I haven't answered her yet because i wanted to surprise you, and i know you're only nineteen but I really think this is a good thing and I'm ready and i know you will be great..." Kevin what the fuck?" He was stalling and i wanted to know "okay this girl i know is pregnant and the baby will be due in three mouths, I know we haven't been together that long to be having kids but she is the kind of girl who loves to travel a lot and she doesn't have time to be having kids, this was very unexpected for her and she doesn't even know who the dad is" honestly I didn't hear the rest he said i was stuck on "baby" "june say something"

"I... I mean what.... I'm not going to say no but it's just you know a lot"

"Baby if you're not ready..."no,no... I mean yes as in yes I want to"

"oh my god you're for real?"

"Yes baby I'm serious" kevin pulled me in for the biggest hug.

"Bab...I...I can't breath" i managed to get out.

"I'm sorry baby" he pulled back and I cought my breath. "I'm just so happy, we're going to be dad's like I'm really about to have babies" babies?

"Wait what do you mean babies baby" i laughed nervously.

"umm they're twins"

"Wow twins?"

"I feel like you're not happy"

"Stop thinking that because I am, I just have to take all this excitement in all at once, you know with me graduating today and us moving soon and then the babies. All of that is so good but hard to take in all at once"

"Yeah I know" kevin sighed. I didn't want him to think that i wasn't happy about the babies and everything so I decided to show him. I pushed him back down on the bed then leaned down and put him in my mouth.

"Hu woh baby" he gasped. Love that reaction. I laughed a little.

Twins.....

so sorry for this long of a wait but omg I have two more chapters and we are doneeeee 😌

I hope you guys have enjoyed this book and will be reading my next one that I'll be publishing soon.