wrecking ball » bieber

four

On the way home Jaycee fell asleep from crying. It made me sad but happy at the same time that she finally fell asleep.

When we got home I carried her in the house and placed her in her bed. I was about to leave the room when I heard her little voice.

"Mommy?"

"Yes baby?"

"Can I wear one of daddies shirt to bed?" I smiled and nodded. I walked out of her room and down the hall to mine. I went to Justin's closet and opened it and pulled out a black t-shirt, I'm sure he wouldn't mind. I walked back to her room and helped her undress out of her day clothes and slipped the shirt on. It was really REALLY baggy on her, looking more like a dress than a shirt. She climbed back in to bed and pulled the collar of the shirt up to her nose.

"It smells like daddy." I smiled and kissed the top of her head. "Is daddy coming to my birthday party this weekend?"

"Yes baby. Now go back to sleep, you're spending the day with papa and nana tomorrow."

"I miss daddy though."

"I know, but we can't think of that okay? We have to think of how good it's going to feel when he comes back, not the hurt."

She nodded.

"Do you want me to say your prayers with you? I know that was kind of you and your daddies thing."

She shook her head, "I can do it."

"Okay, I love you." I bent down kissing her head, I pulled her blankets up making sure she was tucked in good. "Sweet dreams baby girl."

"Night mommy, love you." I smiled and stood up turning on her night light and the big light off. I shut her door half way, leaving it open a crack.

I stood by the wall listening to her say her prayers.

"Dear god, I know my daddy has to work hard and make his music but if you could make him come home early and be with me and mommy, it would make me less sad and mommy too." I smiled and stepped away from the wall not wanting to hear anymore so I wouldn't get all choked up.

I walked in to the living room locking the front door and turning off all the lights and walked to my room. I changed in to a pair of shorts and t-shirt. I laid down in bed and sighed looking over not seeing Justin laying next to me. I reached over grabbing his pillow and holding it to my chest, it smelt like him. I smiled and closed my eyes, soon was not soon enough for me.

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"Are you getting dressed?" I yelled, as I sat down on the edge of my bed slipping my boots on.

"Yes," Jaycee yelled back.

She had just got out of the bath tub and I was trying to get her butt moving this morning but she was more interested in playing with all of my make up. I stood up from the bed and opened the bathroom, she was getting dressed thank goodness.

I grabbed the brush off of the counter top and began running it through her brown locks.

My phone began to vibrate against the counter top.

"Is it daddy!! Is it!!"

I laughed and grabbed my phone and pressed the answer button and handed it to her.

"Hello, daddy? Daddy!! I miss you!" I smiled and continued to brush her hair as she told him about her morning and asking him about 100 questions. I grabbed a hair band putting her hair up in a high pony.

"Can I talk to daddy?" She put her hand up in my face making me laugh.

"I guess I will wait then." I picked her up from the step stool and placed her on the ground and she ran off into the bedroom, and down the hall.