wrecking ball » bieber

seventeen

"So Justin's smoking pot?" Leonard asked as he gawked at me from beside me.

We were standing in the baby aisle of Walmart. It was Leonard's idea to go shopping and I went along with it, only to get my mind off of the call, and everything I had read. I grabbed a little pair of booties as I stared down at them, nodding to his question.

"Pot is not that bad, I mean, at least its not like crack or something." I looked over at him shooting him a look. "What?" He sighed, "I know you're upset, and you have every right to be. He shouldn't be smoking it, between his fame and his fans that look up to him. Jaycee, he really shouldn't be doing it." He shrugged, "Maybe he is just stressed?"

I shook my head, "I doubt he is stressed. There's better ways to take care of stress, go for a walk, write or something. You don't need to smoke pot and jeopardize everything." I sighed. "Am I taking this way out of proportion or what?"

"No, not at all. You have a right to be mad. And by the looks on twitter his fans are not too happy about pot head biebs either." He ran his fingers through his quiff, "But you guys have a daughter, and pot is a drug."

"That's what I said to him! He just couldn't get it through his head that this effects his daughter, more than it effects anything or anyone else. I refuse to loose my child because hes acting like hes 18 again, smoking pot." I shook my head, putting my hand on my stomach.

"You okay?" Leonard asked a little concerned when he saw me place my hand on my stomach

I nodded, "Yeah, just a little pressure."

"I think its time to stop talking about pot head biebs, I don't want you stressing out Leonard Jr."

I laughed, "What? Leonard Jr really?"

He smirked, "What! Its a great name!"

I shook my head continuing to laugh, "No its not. I refuse to name my child that."

"Cmon! Middle name at least?" He pouted.

I rolled my eyes, "I will think about it." He smiled and grabbed onto the cart and began to push as I moved beside him. Stopping to look at this and that.

"Are you going to find out what it is before you buy stuff?"

"I kind of want it to be surprise." I shrugged, "And you know me I cant wait for something to happen, so I buy stuff too early to fill the void."

He laughed, "Then lets get shopping!"

Being as I didn't know whether the baby was male or female, I specifically said to only put gender neutral things in the cart but that didn't stop Leonard. He was picking out blue this and pink this, and I was pulling out everything that wasn't gender neutral and throwing it back on the shelf. But I did leave quit a few blue things in a cart, hoping that this baby might be a boy. More like had a feeling it was going to be.

By the time we were done the cart was filled with, baby booties, onsies, outfits, bottles, binkies, sleepers, and I caved and bought a bassinet. When I saw I just had to have it! It was safari themed and whether the baby was a boy or girl, I'm sure it will like lions and monkeys right?

When we got home we placed all the stuff in my bedroom, making it cluttered and it bothered me. Being as I hate clutter, I made Leonard move it all into the room I planned on turning into the babies room. In which Leonard said he would help me start, since my husband was not around to do anything.

"What time do they get home?" Leonard yelled from inside the kitchen.

"They are out of school now, the bus should be here anytime." I spoke as I flipped through the channels on the TV and stared out the window keeping an eye out for the bus. Leonard came out holding a sand which and flopped down next to me. I watched him pick at the crust and feed it to Benie.