wrecking ball » bieber

nineteen

Before we knew it was Thanksgiving, and the house was full of half of my family and half of Justins. It was crowded, but it felt nice to have everyone around. Well everyone but Justin.

He was not here yet.

Myself and Pattie had both called him, texted him, and even went as far as to call Scooter and he said Justin had left hours ago to come home.

I had a sick feeling in my stomach, but I was trying to calm myself. Before I cried or freaked out too much; I mean I was pregnant. Which meant I couldnt cause myself any stress because it wouldnt just effect me, it would effect the baby and I didnt want that.

"Honey, Im sure he is fine, he will be here. Dont worry too much, okay?" My mother said, sympathy in her voice.

I responded with a nod.

I was trying not to let my mind go to the worst possible out comes of this, but it was the only thing on my mind.

"He is probably stuck in traffic."

"Then why is he not answering his phone?" Bailey asked as she stirred a bowl of potatoes. I was surprised she was actually helping. Usually on thanksgiving she would be in the livingroom watching tv with the guys.

"Bailey, please. Maybe he doesnt hear it."

Bailey let out a laugh, "Okay mom." She rolled her eyes and went back to her task at hand.

"You dont need to stress your sister out anymore!"

"Im stressing her out?" She raised her brows giving my mom a glare, "Its Justin thats stressing her out, its no one but Justin. Dont try to sugar coat it and blame it on someone else." She pushed the bowl away from her and stormed out of the ktichen.

"Shes right mom." I spoke up. She turned and gave me a frown.

"It has nothing to do with Bailey. Shes not the reason Justins not here, why hes not picking up his phone. So dont blame her, or anyone, but Justin." I felt my eyes brim with tears.

"Im sorry sweetie, I was just trying to make the situation better."

"Better?" I stood from my chair, "By blaming other people for Justin not being around? Yeah mom, you're making it so much better!" I pushed past her and quickly walked into my bedroom.

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a/n: this chapter sucks butt and im sorry. im just getting into writing this again so i need to get in the groove of things. the next chapter will be longer and better, i promise guys! oh and some of you asked why the chapters were arranged weird, and its because chapters ten, twelve, fifteen, sixteen, eighteen, are set on private so you can only read them if you follow me. wattpad must of set them like that, but yeah. if you want to read them or whatever, you have to follow me. but, where do you guys think justin is? do you think he will show up? comment comment comment!

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