Courage in the Game 2 (Discontinued)

Feels

CAP (Teen Top)

I could only stare at Rose from afar. It had been five months since the camping trip thing and I still hadn't been able to tell her that I liked her.  Not many people acutally knew about it. Only Chunji, Chen, and Kai. They had all been telling me to talk to her about it, but I never could. Seeing all the other couples together made me realize how much I actually wanted her. I sighed as I got upset with myself. I glanced around and saw how busy everyone was. No one, I thought, was paying attention to what I did. So, quietly, I slipped out of the room. I walked slowly down the hall to Teen Top's dressing room. I just needed to get away from everything. 

"Are you just going to keep walking away from me?" A soft voice called. 

Rose? She followed me? I snapped around to see her standing before me, arms crossed in front of her chest. 

"I didn't know you were behind me. Sorry," I told her. 

"I've only called your name like ten times. Something wrong?"

"Wrong? It's nothing."

"Nothing? If it was nothing, you wouldn't have left the room. What is it?"

Could I actually tell her? "Well...um...Rose....I...I like you."

"You what?"

"I like you."

I could see tears form in her eyes. "CAP I had no idea. I...I'm sorry...I just....right now."

I forced a smile. "It's all good. You feel how you feel."

"I gotta get back."

Without another word, she turned and headed back to everyone else. Once I was inside the dressing room, I just broke. The girl I liked so much rejected me. What the heck was wrong with life. Did I do something so wrong to make this happen? I don't know how long I just sat there. But after a bit, the door opened and the rest of Teen Top filed in the room. Niel as instantly at my side when they saw my current state which consited of a tear streaked face and red, puffy eyes. 

"CAP hyung what's wrong?" Niel softly asked. 

He used the seleeves of his shirt and gently dried my face off. The rest of Teen Top gathered around us and watched with worried faces. Chunji seemed to get what was going on. 

"Ah CAP I didn't know she'd do that," he quietly said. 

"No one could have known," I whispered. 

Niel looked back and forth between us. "What are you guys talking about?"

I sighed. "I like Rose and I confessed I don't know how long ago. But she doesn't feel the same way back."

Rose (Midnight) 

I had no idea CAP felt that way about.  When he confessed to me, I just panicked. My words didn't come out completely and I could tell he was heartbroken over it. But I just didn't know what to say. I wasn't even sure I felt the same way back. After the concert and fan event thing, we headed back to the door and I jumped into the shower. I needed a chance to clear my head. After Midnight was all showered, they all discovered they were all still pretty pumped from the concert and didn't just want to sit around. Lucy and Keith got texts from Chanyeol and Suho wanting to know if they wanted to hang out so they left. William left for the market, Aaron and Hunter headed out to see a movie, Lynn went out to the park and Rayne disappeared to her room. And me? Well, I was sitting on the couch watching everybody leave. I sighed. I really needed someone to talk to. Since all my friends from America were probably sleeping, I decided Rayne would have to do. I pushed myself off the couch and headed to her and Lynn's room.

"Yeah? Come in," she called after I knocked on the door. 

I came in and closed the door as she turned to face me. "Hey."

"Oh hiya, Rose. What's up?"

"Can I talk to you about something?"

Rayne gently smiled and patted a spot next to her on the bed. "Sure. Come sit."

I sat down and looked at her. "Thanks."

"No problem. Anyway, what is it you wanna talk about?"

"Promise not to tell?"

"Promise."

"Well during the fan thing tonight I noticed CAP left the room so I followed him to see if he was alright. And he confessed that he likes me, Rayne. I panicked. It was something I hadn't been expecting. I thought that maybe he was just tired or too many people in one room. I never would have guessed that he likes me. But when I tried to answer, my words got jumbled up and it sounded like I rejected him. CAP said it was okay, but I could tell he was forcing the smile and his heart was breaking. What do I do Rayne? Please tell me what to do," I explained with my words just tumbling out. 

Rayne sighed as she thought. "How do you feel? Do you like CAP?"

"Not completely sure. I think I do."

"When you hear his name, do you get butterflies or feel all fuzzy inside. Does his smile do anything to you?"

It could be creepy how dead-on she could be. "Yeah."

"Then you like him and just don't want to admit it."

"But what do I do?"

"Tell him how you feel."

"How?"

"Rose, that is for you to figure out."

Rayne smiled at me and left me to my thoughts. I don't know how long I just sat there, thinking. When I got back to the living room, I saw to forms curled up together on the couch, sleeping. It looked like whoever they were, had been watching a movie. As I got closer, I saw it was Rayne and Niel. I smiled. Those two just needed to get together already. They were so good for each other. Not wanting to wake them, I quietly slipped out of the dorm. I decided to go for ice cream. It was always my go-to thing when I was thinking too much or not enough. I was walking down the street, minding my own and not paying attention when I bumped into someone. 

"Oh sorry," I apologized as I looked up. 

My eyes widened when I saw it was CAP. We both froze and just stared at each other. Then Rayne's words come to mind. Tell him how you feel. But how? Ugh, Rayne had never told me how. So, me being me, did the only thing I could think of. I kissed him. It took a second for CAP to responded. But he did by wrapping his arms around me and pulling me closer. I could feel his heart beating as fast as mine was. Even after the kiss ended, he just held me. It was like he was afraid to let go. 

"Sorry about earlier. It caught me off guard and I panicked," I told him. 

He just hugged me tighter and kissed my forehead before releasing me and taking my hand. "Where were you heading."

"For ice cream."

CAP laughed. "Really?"

"Yeah. What's so funny about it?"

"Cuz that's where I was heading?"

"Truthfully?"

"Completely."

We walked the rest of the way to the ice cream shop in comfortable silence. When we got there, we shocked ourselves. Both of us liked the same odd flavor. Strawberry cheesecake. 

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