chapter eighteen

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"Off course l love you..how can you even ask that...."

"Sure doesn't seem like lt"

Cas slightly parts his mouth in shock and that makes him loosen vice like grip on me...l take the chance and get out of his hold and run into the first open place l see that has a door which happens to be the bathroom... I quickly run and close the door and just to be secure...l lock It...I walk towards the empty bath tub..l step into it and lie down..trying to regain myself...

I hear my mates footsteps as he approaches the door..

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"Ava !!!...open the door !!!!....let's talk princess"

"Go away"

"Princess..l'm sorry...just come out..l promise to tell you everything"

"I don't care anymore.. Go away please"

"I said no...just let me in...please"

"Go away castile"
I scream and my tears resume..l am so pathetic.. Crying like a weakling

"Princess... I can't bear the thought of you hurting because of me"

"You should have thought of that"

"If you don't open this door..l will break It down...l am not losing you...and this door can't keep me away from you..."

"So you are now going to use violence... Threatening me....break ----"

My words dry up in my throat as my mate smashes the wooden door into several pieces... He walks in...eyes searching for me...as soon as his eyes land on me...l turn away...eyes facing the bathroom tile...tracing the impeccable design...

He squats beside the tub and tries to take my hand but l withdrew it...folding my hands across my chest..he doesn't say anything..he tries to turn my face towards him but l resist.. After a few attempt , he growls

"Damm It...princess fucking look at me...at least let me explain"
I have had enough of that word..l turn to him with tears running down my eyes

"Okay explain.."....I scream

He signs and uses his right hand to wipe my tear trail
"I don't have a suitable explanation "...I scoff...so much for explanation.
.but he was not done yet

"You are over reacting"...how dare he say l am over reacting

"You call what l am doing over reacting....seeing my mate stare at another girl the way he is supposed to stare at only me is over reacting..having my mate's sister insult me and the man who was suppose to defend Me remained silent... Seeing my mate ex that he never told me about... Who just happened to be his first love...who happened to be the girl he would have mated without even waiting for me...is over reacting..."

I was bloody screaming and crying like mad by the time l was done..

"I am fucking done here...you should go to her ... Check lf she is settling well..lf she is fine..."

I stand up and made a move towards the door...l was shaking with anger and shame... See how low l have sunk..my mother would be ashamed of me..a shifter princess...l was suppose to be the epitome of grace, royal life, blue blood, a leader....but even my footsteps lack grace..a leader my foot...l have sunk so low that even titanic would marvel and salute at how deep down the sea l was...
I make it only to the door when my mate grabs my arm and turns me around..

"Stop this..please"

"Stop what...admitting the truth"

"Please"
I pull away and turn to leave but his next words stop me

"Princess please.... She is my past and you are my future...please don't take away that future from me...l haven't even started exploring that future...the things l want to do with you, for you, in you, on you...please l am sorry"

"So what l accept you apology and the next time your sister insults me...you just mope"

"No...I am sorry about today... In fact l am going to talk to both of them right now"

"Don't bother...l don't need you to do anything for me...at least not anymore"

He flinches at my word and moves to stands in front of me..seeing as l was already leaving...wiping my tears..l try to smoothen my clothes

"Please...l am so sorry princess... Just forgive me...l would do anything for you"

"What l want is for you to get out of this room and leave me alone"

"Except that...l am not leaving.. I am not giving
You a chance to run away from me"

"I am not running... I just need to get my act together"

"I am not leaving you...never"

I sign.
..I was almost forgiving him but l wasn't about to let him know that..let him beg till l actually do forgive him but l still had some doubts...

"Are there any more secrets..."

"Emmmm"

"Then you aren't ready...for my forgiveness"
I resume my walk towards the room

"Okay..okay...okay"

"So"

"I lied about most of my stories"
I stop walking and turn to him

"What do you mean by lied"

"Let's sit first"
He links our hands and leads me to the edge of the bed where we both sit

"Now spill"

"First of all..the part of my story where l told you that l just locked my self in my palace..It was after Lisa 's supposed death...l was devastated"

I immediately slapped him
"I deserve that"

"That and more"

"Okay.. I probably shouldn't tell you more"

"You know the problem with that statement"

"What..??"

"You don't have a choice"
A small smile lits his face and l am forced to smile..

"The vampire who kidnapped the shifter boy was my grand father ...
He was ruthless...and the shifter who was kidnapped well he was a shifter royalty"

I suddenly tense up..it had better not be what l am thinking...
"What do you mean by royalty"

"He was a shifter prince"

"I can get that ..."

"Do you get the part where he is related to you"

"Off course he is related to me...I'm shifter royalty... Maybe he is an uncle or nephew"

"He is your brother"

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