"Do you know what you are implying"
"Yes...he was you brother or is"
"How do you know that... That's not true...l am an only child...you are lying to me again"
I was confused and angry...my mate pulls me to him self and wraps his big hands around me..trying to comfort me
"I am not lying... Princess"
"How do you know that...that's right you don't know"
"He told me himself"
"What"
"Remember l told you that he had been captured before...we talked then...he told me about his former life that is before his kidnapping...that he just wants his old life back but he can't have It...because of his new nature and unusual hunger for blood..."
"That's not possible... My parents couldn't have birthed him...they don't look a day over 30 or even 40"
"That's a question you should reserve for them"
"Its not possible... They would have told me...they don't keep things for me"
"Stop saying l am lying princess"
"You are"
"Do you have want prove...my sections with him were recorded"
"I still won't believe you..."
"Keep telling yourself that... If It makes you feel better"
"Its not true"
"Okay then...let's go see the videos"
"No"
But he wasn't taking no for an answer..he pulled me to my feet...practically dragging me out the door..l stood firm and when he tried to pull me..l pulled back..turning It into a tug of war..he signs in frustration then he picks me up and through me over his shoulder just like when we first met...he stumps through the house with me bouncing on his shoulder..l don't even bother trying to escape..l don't see his sister and ex-girl around... And l am grateful for that..even as l think about them...my heart tightens in pain...
He walks outside and starts walking towards the garage..open the door of his car....he gently puts me down...then he fastens the seat belt and closes the door...he rushes to the drivers side of the car, gets in and starts up the engine...l turn around facing the window as my tears freely flow...l feel him take my hand and clasp It in his...l try to pull away but he tightens his hold...I know l am supposed to have forgiven him..after all he was trying to amend this..but tell that to my hurting heart...l thought l was the first for him like he was for me...he was going to mate her before he even met me...what lf she hadn't been abducted...what about me...he didn't even wait and he lied that he did...he made me feel special...what lf the mating bond wasn't there compelling him to love me...would he still love me without It...suddenly l am feeling insecure...what lf l was just a requirement for the crown that's why he loved me...what lf he lied about loving me..what lf...what lf...my mind was crawling with so many what lf...
I let out a loud soul shattering scream as l sob loudly...l pull my hand from his hold as l burrow deeper into the car's seat trying to make myself smaller...my mate parks the car...he jumps down as rushes to my side of the car...he opens the door and tries to check for injuries..
"Why did you scream...are you injured princess"
Funny how hearing that endearment only makes my heart bleed more..
"Please talk to me...please"
I turn over not wanting to see his face..
"Princess l am sorry...what will It take for you to forgive me"
He tries to turn me over after a few attempts l face him..
"Let me go cas...do you actually love me...lf you did why did you lie yo me..what did l ever do to you..you haven't even met me and you decided that l wasn't worth it....you were going to mate her...you were going to leave me all alone...you made me believe you lies..you made me look like a fool...l am sure you all were in on it...your mum, your dad, val...hell even your people would be laughing at how stupid l am...thinking you love me...maybe you and your staff laugh at me behind my back...maybe that's what you and val were laughing about...the stupid, innocent shifter princess"
Cas visibly stiffens before he answers in a firm voice leaving no room for doubt
"I am sorry princess but do not doubt my love lts as real as our bond..it hurts me when you do that"
"Fuck bullshit....Sorry isn't going to fucking cut It...sorry doesn't make the pain l feel go away"
..l scream
"What can l do to make lt go away"
"Let me go...let me go back to my safe little world"
"No"
"What do you mean no"
"You are not leaving me...even lf l have to chain you to the bed..l will"
"You can't force me"
"I will lf push comes to pull...because l am not losing you...l just found you for GOD sake...we just got married..."
I look at his eyes trying to find any hint that he was just bluffing but his eyes had that glint that seems to say..try - me.....
I try to climb down from the car..my mate offers me is hand to steady myself but l push It away..he gives me a little space enough for me to come down with ease but with all the tears l have been crying..all my strength was drained..my legs were wobbly... I look around... We were just a few blocks from home...no It wasn't home..l shouldn't call It that... It was cas's home not mine...l start walking towards the castle...my eyes were turning... I was so dizzy but l wasn't going to show any signs of weakness...my mate locks the car and trails behind me..l pay no heed to him as l try to put as much distance as l could between us...suddenly black dots starts to dance in my eyes, then l am falling.
"Ava!!!"
He screams..
I wait to feel the hard ground but l fall on my mates arm...he picks me up as darkness calls to me..
.l welcome the darkness...sweet escape from the pain....
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Suddenly His
Übernatürliches"Mine" ..he growled... l was rooted to my that spot...he was admitting that we were mates...all he had said was mine..okay he growled..so what..he was clarifying any doubt anybody had after what he said earlier.... l couldn't move... My mind was eve...
