Suddenly His

chapter twenty nine

"Because we want them to feel the pain of losing a child"

"But their child is good..even lf Castile's father didn't do anything which we can't be sure of..cas is good"

"The apple doesn't fall far from the tree...he is good for now"

I didn't know that my parents were this twisted..l lived with them my whole life and l never noticed..maybe l did but l didn't want to admit It..

"And where do l fall into all this"

"You my dear...you came after much attempt at a female child... But we loved you..and we were gonna get you married to Castile but your mating made everything all the more better"

So l was just a pawn in their plan

"You called using me as a bargaining chip as love, you call giving birth to me for revenge as love"

"That's not it"

"I was a pawn...a freaking God-dammed pawn to the both of you...a means to an end"

I inhaled and exhaled to calm my racing heart...anger and betrayal was not compared to what l was feeling....I was hurt beyond repair..

"You are a miracle "

"Cut the crap dad....you got what you wanted didn't you"

"We got more than that"
They don't even feel any remorse and It pisses me more..

"What do you mean..??"

"The mating brand off course"

"Oh my GoD"

"Exactly love"

"I am not your love in fact l am not your child... I thought you both loved me..but l was just a sacrificial lamb to you"

I push my chair back and stomp to my room..l close my door with a bang.. I cry till my eyes are red and puffy...my tears were finished...they had planned this all along..me marrying Castile ...our mating just made lt all the more great to them..without us being together the bond will be strained.. We would both slowly go crazy but l guess  they don't care about me..l was collateral damage to them..a means to an end..

Why am l still here crying like a broken China doll..l should be leaving....even parking..getting away and also find a way to alert my mate...

I quickly seat up and wipe my tears..thankfully l hadn't unpacked..so l grab my bag and put the things l took out back into It...l open my door and look around..no one was in the Hallway..l sign in relief..pulling my bag to my shoulder l step out only to be met with a wall...a fucking invisible wall..l hit lt but nothing happens..

l step back and examine the door that's when l see the salt around my door..when did that get there and what's It suppose to mean..that wasn't there when l entered..l drop my bag and start hitting the invisible door..l try kicking the salt but nothing happens.. Instead my leg hurt from kicking the salt..this is fucking annoying... I was  hysterical hitting the door and screaming.. Nobody came...l was exhausted when my mum and dad approached...

"No matter how many screaming and hitting you do ... Nothing will happen honey..its a very powerful and effective barrel..It was designed personally for you...thou shifters can't come in..but humans can and they will be serving you..kill them lf you feel like.."

"Don't honey me..let me go...what of me..l would die without him too..please"

"Honey that has already been solved... You aren't gonna die"

I ignore their words..my beast is restless...shifters hate been caged and l wasn't an excluded..l wanted to give my she-cat free rein when my  word stop me...l look at her for signs that she was bluffing but she had that creepy stalker smile in her eyes..you know that smile that a stalker gets when he see's fear in the stalked eyes...

"Your she-cat can't do anything either"

"Mum please"

"Honey see this our way...he would hurt you too.."

"You both made sure of that..l love him...even without the mating brand..l would die without him"

"You would cope honey...you are not going to die and we have reu to make sure you survive"

"Who the fuck is reu..??"

"Our personal magician"

Oh so reu is his name...he's the one who did this,.l hate him already.. he had better make sure not to let me out because after my parents..l am coming for him..I will shove his head so deep into his ass that lt will bump into his stomach...l will rip his head off and feed lt to my parents..I will cut out his tongue and feed It to him...so many plans...l just have to get out of here first....

"I already died"

"I am not losing another child because of those vampires"

"Didn't you hear me...you've already lost me"

My mum flinches..serves her right.. But she immediately  plasters a fake smile on..I smile too..maybe lf l coax her she would let me go...

"Mum please l love him"

"And that's our biggest mistake"

"Dad do something.. I can't survive without him and l don't survive lf something happens to him"

"You won't die dear"

"Am already dead"

Mum flinches again and her face compresses into a frown
"Did that hurt you mummy dearest..?"

"You don't mean that..?"

"I meant every word..l am dead..in fact let's make lt official"

I look around my room for something to use to scare her..that l wanted to commit suicide.. Maybe she would be scared and let me go..l see a razor blade on my former reading table..l smile as l walk over a pick It up...I smile as images of my time with cas flash through my eyes..

"I love you Castile"

I mutter before l try to use the razor blade on my vein...but lt flies from my hand like it was being pulled or magnetism just happened... I turn around to my door since It seems to be where my razor had been pulled to....my mum and dad where no where to be seen but in their stead stood an handsome man..you see what l mean..they don't even care that l want to kill myself..they just left me with this guy......

He looked like he was in  his late thirties... Did l say handsome..he is hot thou no one comes close to Castile in my head but l like saying the truth.. And damm was this man fine...his hair was midnight black falling down to Hus shoulder..l smiled because l can see myself cutting that hair..using veet on his eye lashes and maybe after using a clipper on his hair..l could use some veet to remove any remaining hair....

His face perfectly shaped though he had that matured look to lt...his feet's were stuffed in very expensive tailor made shoes...even his suit was tailor made...he must be rich...could this be jason but that's a girl's name...he smiled at me in a dangerous way that seems to say..you-are-royally-fucked.....

"Hello Avaline"

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