Hellboy (Lil Peep Fanfiction)

💚Chapter Four💚

+Stephanie's Pov+

"Peep! Peep!"

I woke up from a bad dream and I don't care what anyone says but Peep seems to keep me calm. He came through the door and he looked half asleep and had a gun in his pants and he was shirtless.

"What?! What's wrong?!" "Why do you have that? Nevermind it doesn't matter..I'm scared." "Of what?"

He sat down next to me and looked at me. I sighed and realized I just took him out of his sleep for something as stupid as a nightmare about my family's car crash.

"I..." "You what? I can't know what's wrong with you if you don't tell me. And you know I'm here to listen." "Nothing...nevermind..stupid.." "So you woke me out of my sleep for absolutely nothing at all? That's what you're trying to say?" "Yes." "Bullshit. And you know it."

"I'm fine. Forget I called you up here." "You're not. You said you were scared and that's how it seemed when you were calling me. Now if you don't tell me what's wrong I'm gonna lick your face." "You wouldn't." "Try me."

I looked at him hesitantly.

"I had a nightmare...about my family's car accident. I could hear everything...the horns, the screams, the silence..."

He didn't say anything. He just hugged me. I started crying.

"Shhhh. Baby girl it's okay. Please don't cry."

I only cried harder.

"I-It's all my fault. I-If I had of picked up my phone..but instead I was g-getting high and working on my stupid music."

I was in crocodile tears. Right in front of Peep. But all he did was comfort me. He didn't make things uncomfortable, he didn't make it seem like I shouldn't be crying, he just comforted me. He made me feel safe and like I actually had someone to talk to.

"I just wanna d-die." "I can't say don't say that because then I'd be a hypocrite but let's just live in this moment with each other while we have it. Put those thoughts on rest for awhile." "I can't. They needed me and I wasn't there."

"Please just stop crying please." "I deserve this pain." "Stephanie." "I hope one day I die in a car crash." "Stephanie." "I hope one day I have a horrible mangled death." "Stephanie! You keep talkin like that I'm gonna kill you myself. You couldn't predict that was gonna happen. You didn't know."

I sighed and I laid back on the bed and let some more small tears flow then Peep got up. He went and turned on my galaxy button and the stars started appearing. I looked up at the ceiling and bit my lip. Then I felt the bed sink and Peep grabbed my hand and put it in his.

"You've gotta stop blaming yourself Steph." "But its my fault they're gone. Because I'm never worried about anyone but myself. Even Jamie's almost died because of me."

Peep turned his head to the side to look at me then he looked back up at the ceiling.

"Some shit I got caught up in on my own and they seen me and Jamie together. They knew she was important to me. They almost killed her." "I think you need to smoke." "Please."

He got up and as he left I watched him the entire time. It was getting harder to restrain myself around him. Sometimes I just want to kiss him but hopefully he doesn't notice that. After awhile he came back upstairs with everything and he sat back on my bed.

"You want me to or you gone do it?" "You go ahead." "Okay."

He started rolling up and I watched him the entire time. Then I turned on his song Problems. He started lighting the blunt and he passed it to me. I inhaled deeply and exhaled then I fell back on the bed. I did that about 3 more times then I passed it back to Peep.

"You should kiss me." "What?" "You should kiss me." "Peep no. You know you don't want to kiss me." "Kiss me scary ass." "Hey, I'm not a scary ass." "Then do it."

I looked at him hesitantly and I could tell he was already high. Considering I only messed with the strong shit. I sat back up and I sat in his lap then I grabbed his face and I kissed him. We were kissing for a good minute when I finally pulled back.

"Damn girl."

I slapped his chest playfully and he started laughing. He put the blunt in my mouth and I inhaled from it and exhaled in Peep's face. I took the blunt from him and put it in his mouth and he inhaled then moved my hand out the way and connected his lips with mine once again and he exhaled in my mouth. I removed my lips from his and exhaled into the air then I started kissing him again and he of course kissed me back.

This felt good to do. Although we have a friendly bond forming. It still felt right. Just hoped he felt the same.

+Lil Peep's Pov+

The way Stephanie's lips felt against mine just felt too surreal. But it felt good. Her lips were very intoxicating and I've actually been waiting on this. After awhile we stopped kissing and I held my lips.

"Peep? You okay?" "Yeah. I'm good." "You look dazed."

"No I'm good." "Ya know I know you're lying to me right?" "I just was thinking." "About?" "Just how this is all gonna end soon. Our week's almost up." "No Peep. We can still keep contact and everything." "But it's not gonna be like this. You won't be physically here." "It'll be okay."

She pulled me into a warm hug and I accepted it. I needed it. I can't remember having comfort like this in a long time. She then made me look at her and she kissed the heart on my face. I started to blush like an idiot and she smiled and laid her head on top of mines.

"You better answer my calls and texts Peepers."

I chuckled and said,"Of course baby girl."

"I'm serious." "I know."

She smiled and we started kissing again and I was now on top of her and her legs were around me. I went down and I bit the small cross on her neck and she giggled like a little girl.

"Awww that tickles the baby girl?" "Yes. Stop it."

I chuckled and she started giggling again then I let her sit back up and she just sat back in my lap and cuddled into my chest. She was so small compared to me so it was cute. I then leaned against the headboard so she'd be comfortable and she soon fell asleep then so did I.

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So I'm just gonna stop this chapter here so I don't start going overboard and start getting wordy. This chapter is 1000 something words which I think might be too much for you guys or maybe too little I dunno. But comment how you like the book so far or something and stay tuned for the next chapterrr!😁😁