Hellboy (Lil Peep Fanfiction)

💜Chapter One Hundred Thirty One💜

+Lil Peep's Pov+

I woke up and Stephanie wasn't beside me. I looked around the house and she wasn't here. I went and grabbed my phone from the nightstand seeing it was 11 at night and called Stephanie. She didn't answer me.

"Cmon. Pick up."

I tried calling again and I looked down at Haidyn who was still asleep. Biting my nails nervously. She still wasn't picking up. I tried her again and this time her phone was just going straight to voicemail.

"What the fuck."

I went to find Jamie and when I did her and Tracy were watching a movie on the couch in the living room. They both looked up at me.

"Aye, I don't wanna interrupt y'all movie or anything but have either of y'all seen Stephanie leave the house?"

They both shook their heads. I sighed and Jamie looked at me with a worried expression.

"You tried calling her?" "A couple times. She won't answer. And now her phone keeps going straight to voicemail." "Fuck. Let me try."

She tried calling her on her phone and she didn't answer for her either. I sighed and shook my head.

Tracy got off the couch and threw a jacket on.

"Cmon. We'll go find her."

Jamie said,"You guys be safe. And please find her."

We both nodded, I went upstairs to get dressed.

+Stephanie's Pov+

I was riding around. High off weed and a little coke. My vision was blurry. Peep's song Beat It was playing really loudly. I was nodding my head slightly to the beat and almost crashing into a car every couple minutes. The honking of horns waking me up a little more every time. I then grabbed my phone from the passenger seat to change the song and seen I had lots of missed calls. I ignored them and then my phone ended up dying.

The reason I was even driving around so late in the first place was because I had woke up from a nightmare of my family once again. I woke up sweating and crying. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to wake Gus or Haidyn either so I left the house and did what I used to do. Got high when things got rough. I hated myself so much in this moment. There was other ways I could've handled this and I chose the worst way. I couldn't just be a woman and wake my husband up and talk to him. I had to be the dumb kid I used to be and go get high. I didn't want my daughter or Gus to see me like this. I stopped somewhere and put my phone on the charger then I just stared blankly out the windshield.

+Lil Peeps Pov+

Me and Tracy were still riding around trying to look for Stephanie. We just couldn't find her anywhere. Not her car. Not somewhere in some diner we've been to. Not outside on some curb. We just couldn't find her. It was really pissing me off.

"Gus. It's alright. We'll find her she's gotta be close by." "Its just...I'm worried about her. I hope just where ever she is, that she's okay. But knowing my luck she probably isn't and it'd be all my fault because I didn't notice when she woke up and left." "Don't start the blame game while we sit in this car together Gus. Nothing's your fault. We're just gonna hope she's okay and if she is you can talk to her or whatever."

I nodded then we continued driving around. After awhile my phone rang and it was Jamie asking if we had found her yet since Tracy's phone was now dead. I let him talk to her then when they hung up I almost hit someone that was just walking into the street at a slow pace but I stopped just in time. The headlights shown right on Stephanie. When she seen me get out the car she ran from me.

"Fuck."

I closed the car door and started running after her. Once I finally caught up to her I grabbed ahold of her arm.

"Stephanie! What the hell are you doing out here?! It's literally 1 in the morning! You've been out here for like 3 hours!"

I got a glimpse of her face.

"Stephanie are you..are you high?!" "No! No...I just...I had a little bit of s-something and that was it." "Need I remind you our newborn is at home without her mom. Oh and guess where her mom is. She's running the streets high."

She looked down in shame.

"You can't do this shit anymore! There's too much shit we have going on now! Nowadays when something's going on you don't need to just run off. That's why I'm here. To talk about anything you want. That's why I married you. You don't need to confide in drugs anymore either."

She stayed completely silent with her head down and she just wouldn't say anything.

"Great. Now you're mute all of a sudden. So I guess you're not gonna tell me why the hell you were just walking into the street aimlessly either. Like you were trying to kill yourself."

She started crying and it broke every piece of me. I hated having to do shit like this. Treat her like this. Talk to her like this. I just wanted to get her home and get her to bed. But I felt like sometimes she just didn't understand how important she was. I seen her car in the distance behind her in some parking lot then I looked back down on her.

"Go get in my car. Tracy's gonna drive you back home."

She did what I said and I sighed. I went to go get her car and she had some photos in the backseat. I picked some up and looked through them. They had pictures of her family and her from when she was younger. I sighed and looked up with the pictures in my hand then I started driving back home.

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Sorry guys. Idk what this chapter was or if anyone's still even reading this story like how they use to..it does kinda get ridiculous from time to time. But anyways I guess I'll see whoever does read this story in the next chapter.