Hellboy (Lil Peep Fanfiction)

💛Chapter Eight💛

+Lil Peep's Pov+

"Aye Stephanie. Stephanie."

I was trying to wake Stephanie up. After our drive we went back home and chilled on the couch and she passed out. We were doing lines in the car while we were driving around and Stephanie did do more than everyone else.

"Steph. Wake up."

She groaned and just turned the other way. I shook my head then just decided I'd carry her to her room. I picked her up bridal style and her small arms automatically wrapped around my neck. It was so cute. She was just like a little baby doll. I finally got up the stairs with her and I opened the door to her room with my foot. I then walked over to her bed and laid her down. She groaned again and I smiled.

"Goodnight Stephanie."

I tried getting up but Stephanie grabbed my hand before I could.

"Where are you going?" "Back downstairs with Tracy and Jamie." "Who is that?"

I laughed and shook my head.

"Nobody you need to worry about." "Stay here with me." "Baby girl." "Please." "Alright. I just wanted you to beg me."

She started laughing and I laid next to her. She turned face up and started looking at the ceiling. After awhile I snapped in her face.

"Hm?" "You okay?" "Yeah I'm good." "You look spaced out. I think you had too much coke." "I can handleeeee."

I laughed and then she got up and ran to the bathroom I guess to throw up. I walked in the bathroom after her and I held her hair for her. Then she started spitting up blood.

"Let it out baby girl."

I rubbed her back and comforted her as she kept throwing up and spitting up blood. She finally stopped after awhile and she leaned back against the bath tub.

"Are you okay?" "Yeah I'm good." "Are you sure?" "Yeah."

Then her body started leaning over and she started passing out.

"Stephanie!"

I got on her marble floored bathroom and I grabbed her face then started slapping her slightly. She was gone. She was gonna be high for the rest of the time me and Tracy were here. It's not gonna be as bad as now but I can tell she's still gonna be high.

"Steph!"

Her eyes were rolling to the back of her head every couple seconds.

"Stephanie." "Hm.."

She kept humming every time I asked her something.

"Jamie!"

She groaned and tightened her eyes shut.

"Sorry."

Jamie came running through the bathroom door and looked at Stephanie.

"She is gone." "Damn it."

Right when I was about to say something else she put her head back towards the toilet and I held her hair again. Me and Jamie looked at each other and she sighed.

"Well she could lay down for the rest of the day." "Noooo. I wanna go out." "Stephanie you're not going anywhere but to lay down in your bed."

I said,"Stephanie, Jamie is right. You're too high. You took too much." "I didn't. I need more." "What are you trying to do? Overdose? You're not getting anymore."

She sighed, brushed her teeth, then she laid down on the floor and closed her eyes.

"I really hope she's okay by morning. I hate seeing her like this." "What do you mean?" "I hate seeing her like this. All drugged up and not knowing what the fuck is going on but then again I know she needs the high so I've never stopped her. But at the same time she doesn't need it because it makes her more sad really. But do I ever stop her? No."

She sat on the toilet and looked down at Stephanie.

"Do you think it was because she went to see her family?" "That could be part of it. Yes." "I hope she's okay too." "Peep?" "Hm?"

I looked down at my nails and started playing with my fingers.

"I know you have feelings for her. And not a friendship kind of thing. I respect you being so respectful to her and treating her how she needs to be treated. She deserves all the happiness she can get. Me being her bestest friend ever only wants to see her smile."

We both laughed a little bit and then it died back down.

"Just..I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you. And please..don't break her."

I looked up at Jamie and she was looking down at Stephanie. Then I looked at Stephanie and I smiled a little bit. Then Jamie got up and started picking up Stephanie. Stephanie groaned and I chuckled. I helped Jamie get Stephanie back to her bed and we finally did after struggling to keep her up.

"Hey Peep? Could you do me a favor and get her out of those clothes so I can put her in some new ones." "Me?" "Yes you doofus."

She giggled and I stuck my tongue out at her. She stuck hers out back at me and I laughed. She left the room and I looked at Stephanie once again. She just looked so worn out. I grabbed my phone and took a picture of her then I started undressing her. After she was fully undressed I just looked at all her tattoos. The way they covered her arms, legs, some on the neck, her stomach. Everything I could see was at least covered in one tattoo. She looked sexy to say the least. She had on her lace undergarments and then someone tapped me.

"Hm?" "Would you mind putting the clothes on her too?" "Oh yeah sure." "If you touch her in any kind of way-." "J. C'mon. To Stephanie?" "Hey I'm just sayin."

She pointed her index finger at me then closed the door behind her. I grabbed the night gown from where Jamie set it and I put it on Stephanie. When I was done I laid her back down and she groaned again. I smiled and just laid next to her.

"Peep?"

Her voice was super weak. I could barely hear her.

"Yeah?" "I'm not okay." "I know. You took a whole bunch of coke." "No not that...I'm not okay..I'm so fucked up."

I looked at her and she had her body lying towards the ceiling frontwards and her head was to the side.

"I don't know what's wrong with me." "Nothing. Nothing's wrong with you."

There was a silence until Stephanie spoke back up again. Or as loud as she could speak.

"Please stop cutting." "What?"

I got up from my laying position and looked down at her.

"Stop cutting." "How do you even know that I-." "When I grabbed your arm earlier today. I could see you wince in pain. I don't want you in pain." "You don't tell me what to do. I can do what I want with my body. If I wanna mutilate it then that's none of your business."

I got up and I walked downstairs.

"Aye Peep you good?" "Fine." "Where you goin?" "Nowhere. Don't even worry about it."

I grabbed my keys after I got my other shoe on and I left.

+Stephanie's Pov+

I sighed when he left. Is this how it was gonna feel when he left for real? Continued his tour and know he was never coming back. I needed Peep. No matter how much I wanted to deny it. Or didn't want to. I needed him. He can always make me laugh and smile. He's comforted me in ways I've never been comforted before. He just makes me feel good. I can't lose him. I think I'm falling in love with Lil Peep.

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Awww Stephanie's in love. So beautiful. But does Peep feel the same? Stay tuned to find out😋🤗