Hellboy (Lil Peep Fanfiction)

❤Chapter Sixty Five❤

+Lil Peep's Pov+

"So what the hell is going on with you?"

I lit the blunt in my hand and started smoking it.

"I'd like if you didn't ask it like that." "Well how else do you want me to ask it? Goth why did you go Mr.Steal Yo Girl on me earlier? Is that better?" "Peep I'm serious." "Yeah well me too." "No..you're not taking me seriously. I'm really feeling some type of way right now and I just want help." "So tell me then..what's goin on with you?"

I looked at him as I continued to smoke.

"I feel left out...I feel lost...I feel mixed up..I got drunk earlier and I spazzed out. I felt like Stephanie was the only one I could talk to because she always understands...and..." "And.." "I thought you guys would laugh at me."

I looked at him confused.

"What do you mean you thought we would laugh at you?" "I thought you guys would laugh at me for feeling lost and left out and everything else that comes with that stuff." "You thought we would think that would be funny?"

He looked down in shame and started playing with his fingers aimlessly.

"Goth..you..you have gotta start telling people when you feelin some type of way. You're our family. You've been there for me even at my worse times. You're like my brother. I would never laugh at your mental state. If you feel alone, out casted, scared or anything like that you can tell me. You can tell Tracy. You can tell Wicca. You can call Nedarb. Talk to anybody. Don't let that shit build up. I know you probably get that scared to tell us shit because they say guys aren't supposed to share feelings, well fuck that. Cause that's a load of bullshit. Everyone has feelings and if they start to overcome you then tell somebody that you trust. I know this time you thought it was only Stephanie who you could talk to but there's SO many people who relate to that sad, lonely, helpless feeling that you think you're feeling on your own."

Goth was now in tears and I sat next to him on the sofa. I lit the blunt again since it went out and I passed it to Goth.

"Let that shit out. Cry some more if you got to."

He chuckled through his stray tears then started wiping them away.

"Thanks Peep." "No problem. And stop bottling your feelings man."

He nodded and I grabbed his head, holding it in my hand.

Tracy slurred,"Yoooooooo. This weed louddddddddd boyyyyyyyy."

Me and Goth started laughing then Goth got quiet.

"Damn, this shit is good." "Y'all dudes trippin." "Nah you ainn hittin it right." "I can hit it right. Ask Stephanie." "Gusss. Gross dawg." "Shut up."

I grabbed the blunt from him then smoked it like how they told me to and I then felt what they were talking about before. I leaned back against the sofa and exhaled.

"Damnnnn. That is good as hell."

We all started laughing. Smoke all around us and in our lungs. Goth started coughing and I looked towards him with a smile on my face.

"Can't handle the blunt big boy?" "Shut up I can handle my shit. This strong as fuck." "Pussy." "Fuck you."

I started laughing again and he grabbed the blunt from me. He put it up to his lips and started inhaling. Not stopping for a couple seconds then he exhaled smoothly.

"See I can handle myyy..shitttzzbzbbxdd.."

He started slurring a little bit then handed the blunt back to me. By now we were all high as hell and were just hanging with each other.

"Aye..we should go in the bathroom upstairs so we can hotbox."

Tracy looked at me with a huge smile on his face and said,"Close the vent and the door?" "Cmon."

We all jumped up and ran upstairs to the bathroom. When we got there Tracy closed the vent and I closed the door behind us. Goth was sparking again and we started getting even higher than before. Laughing and chuckling at the littlest things.

"Damn. Y'all my best friends dawg I swear to God." "For real though."

We just sat there and continued to chill with each other. Just like when we were younger.

+Stephanie's Pov+

"What do you think they're doing down there J?" "I don't know." "Should we go spy?" "Yeah."

We snuck down the basement stairs and there they were all high as fuck. Laughing their asses off at something.

"Aye aye aye but y'all remember the time when Peep was playin onna stage before the show and the spotlight came on and he got so distracted by it he fell?"

Goth started smiling then laughing at the memory of whatever they were talking about. But they all had smiles on their faces and Goth looked happy. They were like brothers and it was so...calming to my spirit. Even though they were all high as fuck they were happy and that made me happy. Me and Jamie walked towards them and they looked up at us.

I said,"What are you boys doing down here?"

Peep said,"Nun. Juss chillin baby girl. What y'all doin?" "Nothin. We juss wanted to check on you guys. But now that we have we'll leave you boys to it and have us some girl time."

I walked towards Peep and kissed his cheek then leaned down to his ear.

I whispered in the most sexy way possible,"Je veux te faire jouir ce soir."

I kissed his soft, sweet lips and I pulled his bottom one while i pulled back.

"I'll see you later baby." "Wait what does that mean?"

I kept walking away with Jamie then he called out for me again and me and Jamie ran upstairs giggling. We went back in my room. She closed the door behind us and smirked at me.

"What'd you say to him?" "Nothing.." "Really? Nothing? I could practically see his body language aching for you."

I laughed and she laughed with me when it died down we sat on the bed.

"Spill those dets girl." "Je veux te faire jouir ce soir."

She slapped me in the shoulder with her mouth wide open in shock and I started blushing.

"Did he understand you?!" "Nope." "That makes the situation even better."

We giggled and she sprawled out on the bed. I sprawled out next to her and our hair started to mix. We both stared aimlessly at the ceiling.

"J?" "Yeah Steph?" "You're the best friend ever." "Awww thanks." "No fuck that. You're like the sister I never got to have. You've always been there for me and without me even having to ask you to. I never ever wanna lose you." "Awwwwww Stephanie. You're gonna make me cry."

I could tell by the way she said that, that she was already crying a little.

"J don't cry." "I'm sorry its just that I've never felt so special before..thank you Stephanie. For allowing me to be the sister you've never had."

We intertwined hands and just laid there like the sisters we were. Then we both drifted off into sleep.

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Sucky chapter I know but I wanted to get this update out to you guys so maybe you'll enjoy it idk but make sure to leave those wonderful votes and beautiful comments and I'll see you lovely Peepers in the chapter.💕💕