A PROMISE OF TOGETHERNESS

Hurt

It's been 2 month from the day harry has joined "Stella Finance" and even to our friendship. Harry was getting possessive day by day and sometime i don't  understand his behaviour. For an instance- Today I was talking to Shawn in the hallway when harry join us, he ask me what we were talking . Just to tease him we decided to keep it as a secret. I told him it's a secret I can't disclose so he turn to Shawn and asked him to tell the truth but even Shawn kept his mouth shut. Finding no luck in getting the truth from us harry got anxious and left us without uttering a single word.  Later I received a text from him saying " what was so secretive that you can't tell me or there is something going on between you two. I saw you guys holding each other hand." When I read the text I was in the urge of crying and went directly to confront him. When I reach inside the cabin I saw him working on his laptop. Just to make him known about my presence I slam the door shut which made the loud thumping voice. However he still didn't look at my direction. I went directly in front of his desk and shut down his laptop which diverted his attention to me. When he look at me he saw tears in my eyes which brought some concern on his face however it changed to anger in another minute and he said "oh you came, there is still 10 minutes to break. Go and do dirty talk with him." His reply angered me and in anger I responded to him "I was not talking anything wrong with him harry, how dare you thing something like this. U know he is just my friend. "
Harry- "oh so what was so important that you were talking to him and can't share with me. " His word made me cry and I replied "that was just a prank" and went to washroom crying.

When I came back I started to work and to keep myself away from harry. Most of the day I stayed in Mr. Richard cabin discussing about the details of client. He help me when I don't understand something. He is the kindest person I know. It was 15 minute before 6 so I took leave from boss and went to my cabin, there was no sight of harry so I try to do my work quickly. I kept the documents on the table and keep the necessary things in my bag and left the office after saying goodbye to Ella. When I reach the parking I texted harry that "I am leaving and he don't have to pick me from today itself". As I was about to leave I saw Cameron coming towards me he was having something in his hand and when he came in front of me he handed me my wallet and said" you left this in boss cabin and he asked me to give it to you". I thanked him and when I was about to leave I heard a voice "Don't take a step outside the parking Jen or u will lose me forever" I turn towards a fuming harry.  I asked him "is that a threat harry? I don't care about it" to which he replied "fine then take a step forward I won't talk to you ever"I look at him with anger but couldn't take a step forward maybe I can't lose him.

I went back and sit on a stair, he came towards me and sat next to me. I didn't say a word to him. When he saw tears in my eyes he felt guilty for his action and said "I am sorry Jen I don't know what I was saying I just don't like you keeping any secrets from me and the way you were talking I thought there is something going on between you two. "
After saying he asked me to come with him. I didn't budge he tried once again but I was really hurt from his word I am not forgiving him that easily.

He sat down on the floor of mall on his knees and ask me "will you please come with me or if you want you can slap me but will you please come with me. I am sorry babe. " I asked him to get up because all eyes were on us but he didn't budge. I stand up from my position and went towards him and said to him "I forgive you harry but please don't say such things it hurts me and we were not talking any wrong thing he was just asking about my work and you" and when I completed I was in tears, he stood up and hugged me. We were standing like that for about a minute then we make our way towards the bike and then in just 15 minute I was standing in front of my home. I thanked him but before I could move he stopped me. I turn towards him and ask him what.  He open his arm to hug him. I haven't hugged him so I smiled and move towards him. He hugged me tightly and then give me a light kiss on my forehead and then I bid him goodbye and went inside.

That night a thought was going inside my head which don't allow me to sleep "why every time I forgive him, sometime he say hurtful things, act differently  but at the end why i want everything to be normal with him". But deep inside I know the reality, I know why i always forgive him".

"He gets angry on me but he shower love and care on me and it's been said you get angry on a person whom you love" and he has done so much for me in these 2 months.

I remember another incident-

It's the 2nd day of opening and we were in a meeting with some client, in mid of the meeting my phone started blasting. Boss look at me with a disapproving look. I cut the call and switch off my phone. Harry still manages to convince the client and they were interested to invest. Client handed me the document which is been needed to complete the deal. I went to make copy of each document but while coming I lost a cancel cheque. I search it everywhere but couldn't find. I reach the conference room I ask the client whether they can give me another cancel cheque to complete the file but before they could reply Mr. Richard (Boss) asked me why I need another cheque. I told them about how i lost the cheque in the store room. After hearing me boss got really angry but didn't say anything to me because clients were sitting there. I handed all the documents to harry along with the copies and sat on my seat. After the client left we 3 were just sitting there boss ask me to meet him in his cabin and after congratulating harry he left.

After boss left I got up to follow him but as I move out harry was at my back.  I asked him where he is going to which he replied to boss office.  I ask him why so he said he is having some work.  After that I didn't ask him anything else. When i reach boss cabin he asked me to take seat, before he could say anything harry barged in and sat next to me. Boss asked him what he was doing so he replied that he need to discuss something with him. Boss turns towards me and says in anger "what are you doing Jennie where is your mind these days first you can't keep your phone on silent and then you lost the document. Its better that it was a cheque not some other important document. You seriously want to work or I have to find a replacement of yours, I didn't expect this from you." I was already crying and I don't know what to reply.  I  have never seen Mr. Richard angry so I kept my eyes on my lap. He again asked me "aren't you familiar with the rules of conference room, how can you be so irresponsible Jennie?". Before I could reply harry spoke on my behalf "sorry sir from her side, actually she was not well from the morning and I asked her to join me in the meeting as I need her support, she was having a headache from the morning. Sorry sir and even sir she is sorry" and then he turn towards me and hold my hand under the table. I turn towards boss and said sorry, he said "it's okay Jennie you can take a day leave and take medicine" and with that I went to my cabin but before I leave I heard boss word to harry "I need to talk to you Mr. harry".

On my way to my cabin I was deep in my thought about harry that he will be punished because of me and I was lost in  my thought so i was not seeing where I was going. I didn't saw the stairs and I fall and everything went black....