I know this is a bad idea. I know I need to move. This isn't a good idea. I'm going to lose myself to this boy, and I can't do that. I'll get hurt, and I don't think I can risk that. I need to stop dancing, I need to move out of his arms. I need to rip my eyes away from his. I need to.. to kiss him. Yes, that's it. Yes, I have to kiss him.
My eyes are focused on Niall's, and I feel myself lean in. My fingers curl in his shirt, and I feel his arms wrap around me tighter. I see him lean in too, and my eyes flutter shut, then I feel his lips land on mine.
At first, it was sweet, and loving. Then it got deeper, and hotter. His hands were rubbing my sides, slowly creeping up higher, but I don't move them. I'm too lost in this moment, in his kiss. I don't want to stop.
"Mhm, we should stop.. We're in the middle of a party." Niall says against my lips after a long moment of kissing. I pull away and look up at him. "What it I don't want to stop?" I ask, biting my lip when I realize what had just come out of my mouth. I see him smirk, and it's obvious he didn't catch my nervous reaction. "We can take this back to my dorm. My roommate's staying with his girl tonight." He says, his voice close to my ear. I feel a shiver of apprehension run down my spine, but I nod. I don't know why, but I want this. I want to be with him. I feel open-minded.. or openhearted, whichever sounded better.
Niall smiles and leads me out, one hand placed on the small of my back. We walk down long halls to his room, and he opens the door for me. I look around, taking in the sights of his room. His walls are streaked in posters, flyers, all kinds of random papers. "Wow.. Nice room." I say, looking up at him.
He nods, looking down at me. "It's got a nice bed, too." He utters out with a smirk, and I bite my lip, looking at him. "I'm a little nervous.. I've never, I mean, that is.." I say, looking down. He tilts up my chin. "We don't have too." He says, but I shake my head. "I.. I want to." I say, and he smiles. Then he kisses me again.
I don't think I have to elaborate on what happens next, but I will tell you it was amazing. I'll never, ever forget it. No matter what happens, this will always have a huge part of my heart, and I hope it's like that for Niall too.