Pierced

Chapter 6: Fully Me

Chapter 6: Fully Me- Rylie grabbed my hand proudly in the hallways of Clark High school. I scolded her and let go. I wanted to keep our relationship secret. Haters gonna hate and lesbians are one. We just stand out. I don't understand. It's still love. She pulled away slowly and sadly,

"Oh yeah sorry."

She almost walked away but I couldn't stand this. People won't make me shy away. People won't change me. I am who I am. I grabbed her and shoved her against the locker locking my lips with her. This is how our little secret was spilt. Rylie smirked at me and asked,

"Wait does this mean our ship name can be Rollin?"

I laughed and nodded,

"I guess."

She smiled and started singing,

"They see me rollin. They hatin..."

I woke up. Why couldn't I just forget her? Oh dear god why. I have Annett now I shouldn't be thinking of Rylie. Guilt filled my stomach. I stayed awake lying next to Annett staring at the ceiling. Annett moved then woke up,

"What's wrong sweet cakes?"

I didn't turn just stared at the crusty blue plaster. It kept me from blurting everything out. Just stay calm. I shook my head no. Annett scooted closer to me,

"Look at me Collin. Did I do something."

I looked into her deep silver eyes,

"No. Not you."

Annett seemed to get the point and didn't continue on the topic,

"Can I ask you something Collin?"

I replied smoothly,

"Of course."

Suddenly Annett blurted out,

"Do you love me?"

I was startled,

"We just met."

Annett moved her eyes to her hands as she picked her nail polish nervously,

"Could you love me?"

I thought hard before answering,

"I think so. Yes."

Annett brushed the dry nail polish off her blankets,

"Will you be my girlfriend, Collin Adams?"

I hesitated,

"I don't want to love. I don't want to have to watch people I love die. I want to see people die and feel nothing. Be emotionless."

Annett turned gloomy and upset,

"I'll be around for a while, Collin. You don't have to watch me die."

I couldn't say no. I let my heart decide and rushed forward. I pressed my lips swiftly to hers and pulled her close. We were so close but I wanted to be closer. I muttered against her lips,

"Yes."

Annett grinned and pressed me flat against the bed. I moved away for a second then was back,

"Don't make me regret this."

Annett pressed her lips and body against mine,

"Never."

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This morning was my first day of training with Drake. I ate my food quickly and headed outside with him. He wore a button up plaid shirt and his hair blew in the wind. He looked incredibly hot but I couldn't think like this anymore. I was taken. Drake caught my gaze before I could move my eyes away and winked. I blushed and cursed myself. First the dream and now Drake. This is just wrong. I know where my feelings lay and that's Annett. Melen and Annett sat in the grass a few feet away. Good thing they faced the sunrise and not us. I jumped a little when Drake spoke,