Have you ever broke down after being strong for so long?
Crumbled to the floor with your hands on your face?
With your face scrunched up and you let out that first gasp and then it turns into a full on sob?
And you try to keep quiet but eventually it becomes loud and heartwrenching?
Do you cry and cry, so much it gets hard to breathe?
You ask whoever's up there, "Why? Why me? Why this? Why can't I just die?"
Have you ever just wanted to end it all right then and there?
Do you sob and try to gasp breaths in between?
Then eventually collapse on the floor after, and you just lay there, numb?
Have you?
