I want to stop missing you

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Do you know a life of loneliness and one filled with pain

Living a life with nothing to gain,

Surrounded by darkness

Overwhelmed with shame

A life without peace with no one to blame

Do you know of a place unseen

A place that holds only shattered dreams

A place filled with sorrow with no end in sight

I am given this gift each and every night

Do you know of a place so cold?

This is the place I call my soul

A place without hope or dreams...

A life not worth living wouldn't it seem?

Do you know of a life that should have never been?

And the feeling that today this life has to end?

One more day of sadness is much too hard to bear

I am tired of living a life of heartache and despair

Do you know a person with so much pain inside?

Or the feeling of loneliness when no one hears your cries?

Maybe when the tears are gone and I can clearly see...

The only question left will be...

DO YOU KNOW ME

 I tried so hard

I tried my best

I gave you my all

And now there's nothing left

You stole my heart

Then tore it in two

Now I'm falling apart

And don't know what to do.

Divided by decisions

Burned by the fire

Confused by your words

Tempted by desire

I'm living in the present

My mind is on the past

Not knowing what I'll lose

Not knowing what will last

Blinded by fear

Drowning in doubt

Struggling to be free

Looking for a way out

 Over the years I've been through so much

But it all seemed worth it

When I first felt your touch

In the blink of an eye you've gone away

All that's left are memories of yesterday

They say you don't know what you've got until it's gone

I couldn't disagree more; I've known all along

You're beautiful outside and in

I hope you feel better; I hope you can smile

Just know that I'll be here for you all the while

If there's anything I can do, just let me know

Because it's in times like these

That love will grow.

Take things slowly; there is no rush

But until I see you again, I'll be longing for your touch

 I sit on my bed every night

I look for a star to wish on, but not one is in sight

So I try to sleep, but all I see is you.

I think to myself, is she feeling this too?

You've hurt me so much, but I can't be mad

Instead, I sit around crying

But before I go to sleep every night, I always smile

Because even though we didn't last long, it was worth the while

You may not feel this feeling

But in the end you won't find anyone who loves you as much as I do

I'll admit, I don't understand

I put my trust in you and all you want is to be my friend?

I ask myself why?

Did you have to keep me hanging on so long and then say goodbye?

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