28/02/09
Dearest, dearest, diary.
Remember how I told you about wanting to start that band? I've been noticing this guy walking around school lately. He always carries a guitar around with him. I wonder what kind of music he plays. I really want to talk to him, but the only problem is he hangs out with that stuck up guy I can't stand. I wish there was a way for me to talk to him without having to talk to that jerk.
The story is, I was walking past the art rooms one day with my friends. He looked up at me from the ground where he was sitting and announced loudly enough for everyone to hear.
"And she just stole my heart and broke it into a million pieces plus she doesn't even know."
He stared at me when he said it and it really creeped me out. Hell I didn't even know the guy and he was announcing in public that he loved me. What a weirdo. Well not long after he did it again. He came up to me one day while I was hanging out in the school's library. I was looking at an isle of books and trying to find one in particular when he marches straight up to me and says;
"You know. Your so captivating, I've had my eye set on you right from the very start."
Lets just say it didn't blow over so well with me. I raised my eyebrow, slammed the book I was looking at shut, and walked away with his eyes burning into the back of my head. Who did he think he was? I know how he got all the other girls to fall for him like that, but he would never get me to fall for him. He was loud and obnoxious.
So now I bring you back to my current issue. I'm pretty sure his best friend's with the guy that has the guitar, so how do I talk to the guy, without Mr creepy talking to me or getting in my way? I hope I figure out something soon, cause I'm getting kind of restless.
30/02/09
Dear Diary,
I was waiting outside the library today for my class. Amy and Lisa were standing with me. We were talking about the guy who carries around the guitar when Amy declared she knew the name of that jerk. She told us his name was Cameron and that he was a year older than us. I didn't believe her. She couldn't get information that fast I was certain. Then as though someone up there in the sky wanted to prove me wrong. The jerk walked passed us. She screamed out his name and both Lisa and Amy ducked. The only person he saw was me, standing there gaping like an idiot. I'm now trying to figure out a way to tell him it wasn't me who yelled his name out, and that I honestly couldn't care less about him. I have no idea how I'm going to do that though. Wish me luck.
03/03/09
Diary,
I'm sorry I haven't been writing to you in a while. I've been really busy. Do you remember Cameron? The guy who I thought was a total nut job? Well he's actually much cooler than I thought he was. He listens to my favourite bands and plays guitar like me! He even loves games too! We've been talking for hours non stop on msn lately and through text. Noah's been getting kind of annoyed with me. All I do is talk about these new guys I've met and how awesome they are. He says that no matter how cool they are, they'll never match up to my level of 'sheer awesome'. He always knows what to say to make me laugh. I have to go now, dinners almost ready. I'll write again soon. I promise.
18/03/09
Dear Diary,
I spoke to Ebony today with Amy. I told her how much I missed her and how upset I am when I see her sitting alone. She told me all about how sorry she is for everything she'd ever done to me and how much of a jerk Julian was to her. She wasn't the same as I'd first met her. I guess people change though right? She'd spent so much time away from being herself that she lost who she was. I can help her though. I'll help her find her way back to who she is and be there for her when she needs me. I knew I missed her, but I didn't realise how much I really did. It's like a huge part of me was missing for ages and I've only just found it again. I can't wait to see her at school tomorrow. Well that's about all the news I've got for you right now.
