Dear Diary,
Remember when I complained about how some of the people started to treat me?
I think I have a reason to now. For real.
Because now they know about the history with Jay. Now they know there's more to me than just a spell-book that changes hair and the stealing.
Now I am viewed as somebody, as a future Queen, who would leave her people starving as long as it meant saving her behind.
The press has reported on it, outrageous crowds have spurred and Jay has been putting his mind on Tourney instead of talking this out with me.
Evie has witnessed me run to our dorm in hopes of getting away from the crowd demanding more secrets from me being told to the public.
Ben also has been suffering from this news spilled to the public.
"He's chosen a selfish, evil, inconsiderate villain kid to help rule a kingdom that will look at them for sacrifices."
All of the judgement, all of the conspiracies, all of the cameras and news reporters, all of the hours of going from place to place....
What am I doing it for at this point?
Ben doesn't even want to talk to me currently. He's trying to clear both of our names and answer very angry phone calls and mail.
I've ruined his King strict before it officially started.
Am I really that much of bad luck?
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