Relationship Quotes (editing)

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1032

I have this constant fear that I am never going to forget him. The way his brown eyes pierced mine or his goofy grin that always made my heart best ten times faster. And what sucks the most is that he was never mine to begin with. But I fell hopelessly in love with him. it's been two years and I can't forget him. And in the middle of the night when everything's quiet and everyone's asleep I think of him. Even if i don't realize it he finds his way back into my memory to the point where it makes me sick to my stomach and I can't breathe because I don't want to love him anymore. And it sucks because I thought I was forgetting him. I was finally happy. And then my memory of him comes back, and I'm sitting in the corner of my room tears pouring down my face and my throat burns because I'm screaming to the ceiling begging myself to forgive him. And I hope that I will.