Relationship Quotes (editing)

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So, I did something like this either a year ago or two years ago. I wanted to delete that part but I can't find it. You guys don't have to read this because I'm just talking about the people that never left me. 

Okay, so first off, is Mariah. My best friend. I've known her since the third grade, but we never talked. I knew her as the girl who wore skirts every single day, even in winter. But, she didn't know me. Well, she might have considering when we were put in the same homeroom in sixth grade we instantly became friends. After we became friends though, I became friends with these other girls and kind of stopped hanging out with her and our friends. I still talked to her sometimes, we were acquaintances but not friends. Then, in the seventh grade, we were put into the same math class and we sat at the same table for lunch. We instantly became friends again, but this time we were best friends. In seventh grade, there was another group of girls, some from our homeroom in sixth. They hated us and we hated them. Their group and our group were always getting into fights and they would constantly make rumors about us. We constantly lost a lot of our friends because of these rumors. They would leave us, give us the cold shoulder, and become friends with the other girl group, then a week later, suddenly they were sitting with us again. Even our other two best friends, Amiah and Jasmine, would leave us. There was this one time, a few months after I left the school to be homeschooled, Amiah and Mariah got into a fight. Mariah gave me Amiah's number so I could talk to her and see what was going on and we got into a huge fight. She started saying all of these horrible things about me, calling me a "Fat ass" even though she knows I'm insanely self-conscious about my weight. She told me to kill myself, even though she knows that I'm suicidal. She even went as far as to say that Mariah just pitied me and that she talked about me behind my back. I instantly deleted her number and told Mariah what she said to me. But, even through all of the rumors and our friends constantly ditching us, Mariah and I never stopped being best friends. We never betrayed each over or started rumors about each over. We tell each over everything. She knows about my past, my dad, my mental illnesses and disorders, my chronic illnesses and disorders, and my sexuality. And she accepts me for who I am and she's always supported me. One time, I woke up at around four or five in the morning and I instantly began breaking down, instead of going to my mom, I went to Mariah and she tried her best to help calm me down. When we used to have roommates and they would get into fights with my mom, I would either call or text Mariah because I was having a panic attack in my room or the bathroom. She and I actually fit a lot of stereotypes as best friends. She's between five foot five and five foot eight while I've been five foot since I was ten, and the most I've grown in the last five years was half an inch while she's still getting taller. Even though her hair is brown, she's naturally blonde. I've never actually seen her with blonde hair, I'm surprised her hair hasn't started falling out yet. But anyway, she's a natural blonde and I'm a brunette. So, basically, she's the Serena to my Blair. The Maya to my Riley. The Betty to my Veronica. You get the idea. Lastly, she's skinny and I'm "Thick", my friend's say that I am but I don't believe it. I love her so much. We saw each over for the first time in eight months a week or two ago, I had my surgery in March and I didn't want her to come over and be bored because I wasn't able to walk around, and we instantly started acting like we had seen each over the day before. We could go days, or weeks without talking. Days, weeks, or months (Hopefully not years) without seeing each over but we'll always be best friends. She's a year younger than me and is the reason why I'm actually happy I got held back, If I never got held back in the first grade I would have never met my best friend. We're not only best friends, but we're also sisters. My entire family has already met her. My sister is always asking for her to come over, my mom likes her but then she also dislikes her, my aunt thinks she's a slut (When they first met, Mar was wearing a crop top and shorts. But, I don't think my aunt understands that girls younger than us wear worse. Mar's never even had a boyfriend before, so you can get why I got upset at her), my nana likes her but she mostly uses her as an excuse to talk about why I should want to go back to school. I've met Mariah's mom once, but that was at the food bank and I didn't have time to properly introduce myself. It's weird though. Ever since we ran into each over at the food bank and her mom saw what my mom and I looked like, she's always saying no to Mariah hanging out with me. Before we met, she would always say yes but now... 

Secondly, is my best friend of six years and girlfriend of a year and eight months. I love her so much. We met when my sister and I started going to the daycare my mom and aunt worked at and after we became friends a few months later, I instantly started liking her. Even when I had "Boyfriends" I liked her. Our relationship is kind of hard at the moment, we haven't seen each over in a few months because our moms will never take us to each over's house's. She just started school and is a sophomore (Since I got held back, I'm a freshman while she is a sophomore but in reality, she's a month younger than me.) so now we can only see each over on the weekends. Even though, all of my friends and family (Most of my family. Really the only ones that know are the ones who see me every day.) know about us and support us, she just now told her friends about us. She can't tell her family because she's not allowed to date. But, I don't care, because at least her friends know. Since they all thought she was single they would always flirt with her. Some guy once commented on her Instagram saying "You and I would look good together" and then one of her friends posted a picture back in March and the caption was "She's single!" (The picture was deleted after all of her friends were told). I was actually the one to ask her out because I had liked her for four years and I wanted to know how she felt and obviously, she felt the same. My family obviously know her. She thinks of my mom as a second mom and my mom thinks of her as a daughter, she is my sister's best friend (Which still doesn't excuse the fact that she steals her from me all the time), my aunt likes her but they don't talk much, my nana likes her too. Her mom is like my second mom and I'm not really friends with her little brother but we do greet each over. Our moms are also best friends so like....

Lastly, are the group of people I just met two months (I typed years at first) ago. We were all put into a group chat after the group chat creator commented on this post about how girls should compliment each over more. There are a few guys though, only like 5 or 6, the rest of us are girls (There's over 30 people in the chat). We all instantly clicked and we mostly talk every day. It gets annoying though constantly having your phone beep because people are texting so I usually have the chat muted. We're all around the same ages, the youngest girls are 12 and the oldest guy is 19. There's more LGBT+ people than straight people. Only two of the girls live in the same state as me, the others all live in other states. There's three people from Canada and two people from Singapore. We all really want to meet someday but obviously, it's going to be hard. We all get along easily and they all know what I'm going through because they've either been abused or had mental illnesses. We'll talk about the weirdest things like sex, or kinks. We sometimes argue about food because there's a few picky eaters in the group and they hate everything we like. I just really love these people a lot and I hope that I can meet them someday.

Welp, that's done with. Just realized that I wrote a longer paragraph for my best friend than my girlfriend. Is that bad?