"For Me" a Jared Kleinman x Reader story

Love?

You looked at him with a fearful look on your face. Why the hell were you in his bed?  Wait did he? Your eyes went wide of fear and a light blush went over your cheeks.

"wait did you-?"

Jared immediately knew what you were asking. "NO!" He exclaimed. 

"WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE THEN?" You yelled, gesturing your hands down at the bed. You got up off the bed and walked to the door. "Well I'm going, my friends are probably worried sick about me!" You exclaimed, still panicking a little.

Jared grabbed your arm and held up your fore arm. He pointed at the scars on your wrist and looked at you with tears building in his eyes that were red and puffy from crying so much. "I'M WORRIED ABOUT YOU!" He yelled, his voice cracked and the tears started to pill.

You tried to tear your arm away from his grasp but he was too strong. You looked at him with fearful eyes. You had never seen this side of Jared since you were thirteen. "YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME I SHOULD DO THIS!" You yelled back at him.

Jared had a look of regret and slight shock on his face. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE SRTONGER THAN THIS." He yelled through tears. He was breaking down in front of you for the first time in your life. Even though he had been friends with you since forever, he had still never broken down in front of you, you only knew the tough outershell side of him, he never really expressed any emotions, she had never seen the soft, emotional man inside of him. This shocked Y/N. 

You showed a surprised and scared look on your face. Jared loosened his grip on your arm almost completely, you tugged your arm away from him. He fell on his knees crying, he didn't want to loose you, you were the greatest thing that happened to him, even if you didn't know that.

"And why would you care if anything happened to me?" You hissed at him.

"Because I love you Y/N." He said through tears. He looked up at you with red puffy eyes. He sobbed again. He looked down again. You looked down at him with pure shock on your face.

You got down on your knees and threw yourself into him, hugging him. You clung to him tightly. This was a different Jared, it wasn't the one you used to know, and it wasn't the monster that he had become, this was new, it seemed to be good though. You let a few tears fall down your face, you were silent though

Jared also clung to you. He sobbed into your shoulder "I'm sorry." He said, running a shaky hand through your hair. He pulled back a little and cupped the side of your face with his hand. He shakily wiped some of your tears away with his thumb.

You leaned in slightly and gently kissed him. You pulled away blushing a little. you showed a small sign of a smile and looked down.

Jared's face was a deep red. He smiled a little as well. He looked at you with kind eyes. 

"I love you too." You said, your voice cracked a little at the end. You ran a hand through his hair. Both of your phones went off. You grabbed your phone and looked at your notifications. 

234 new messages from your group chat 'close friends'

32 messages from Heather M.

74 messages from Connor

92 messages from Evan

4 messages from J.D

6 messages from Veronica

2 messages from Zoe

All of their messages were just asking where you are and that they're worried about you. "Should I tell them where I am?" You asked Jared who was checking his phone as well. The same people who had texted you had texted him as well, asking what the hell he did to you.

"Probably n-" He was cut off by a knock at the door. "Fuck." he mumbled under his breath.

"Lets answer it together." You said smiling reassuringly at him." You laced his fingers with yours, then stood up and walked downstairs with him. He opened the door to see Connor and evan. 

"Y/N we're so glad you're o-" Evan was cut off by Connor.

"YOU BITCH!" Connor yelled, punching Jared square in the jaw. 

Jared held his face where Connor punched, he winced a little and his mouth started to bleed. 

"WHAT THE HELL CONNOR?!?!" You screamed at him and punched him in the stomach. You put your arm around Jared and gently rubbed his back.

Connor doubled over in pain and gave you a confused look, Evan also gave you a confused look. "What the hell did he do to you?" Connor asked, glaring at Jared. 

"He didn't do anything to me, I'm fine." You hissed back at Connor.

Connor and Evan still had shocked looks on their faces. Connor was about to punch Jared again but you stepped in the way. Conner had hit you directly in the nose, breaking it. You let out a cry in pain holding your nose. you fell backwards into Jared who managed to catch you. Evan looked at Connor surprised and Conner started to freak out. You slammed the door in their faces. You turned around and hugged Jared tightly. You cried a small bit into his shoulder and a mix of tears and blood stained the sleeve of his shirt.

A/N
I FINALLY PUT ROMANCE IN HERE.  I'M SORRY IT'S STILL REALLY FREAKING ANGSTY THOUGH.