"For Me" a Jared Kleinman x Reader story

Trees and such

You let go of Jared. Did you really just do that to Connor. You started to panic a little. "What have I done?!" You shrieked before pretty much sprinting out the door. You ran to the closest park and climbed a tree. You started to cry and took out your phone to text Heather McNamara.

Y/N: Hey Heather, I completely fucked up

HeatherM: Omg Y/N You're Okay!!! Also, what did you do? Where are you?!

Y/N: Heather chill. I'm fine. I punched Connor in Jared's defense and realized it was a horrible idea. I'm at the park.

HeatherM: I'm comming to get you. Are you alone??

Y/N: yeah

That was the end of you texting Heather for now. She drove over to the park and started to look around for you, she couldn't find you anywhere.

Jared was freaking the fuck out. He was so confused. What had just happened. He went out to go look for you. He had no idea where to begin though.

Heather texted you to see where you were again. You picked up your phone when you heard a buzz.

HeatherM: Where the Hell are you?? I'm worried sick!

Y/N: I'm in a tree. Look up

She looked up and saw you. You looked down and waved at her.

"Screw it." She said before taking off her heels and climbing the tree. She finally made it up to the branch you're on.

"Explain." She demanded.

"Connor punched Jared so I punched Connor?" You sighed, looking down.

"But why?Jared is a bitch to you." She said a confused look on her face.

"I...I-" You were cut off by Heather

"Just say it already!" She shouted, cutting you off.

"I really like him and I know it's not reasonable at all or why I feel this way towards him but I do!" You shouted back. You felt like you could just jump off the tree and die at this point.

Heather didn't know how to respond.

Jared looked everywhere for you. He checked your house, the book store, the school, until he finally decided to check the park. He looked around everywhere but just when he was about to leave he heard muffled yelling comming from the tree and looked up. He saw you and Heather arguing.

You finally did decide to let go of the tree and fall. Heather let out a screech and tried to grab your arm but she missed. You braced yourself from impact but to your surprised you were caught by Jared.

Jared's eyes went wide ad he put you down. "Why?" Is all he could ask at this point.

You tried to run but Jared grabbed your wrist. Heather came down from the tree and hugged you.

"Oh my god are you okay!?" Heather panicked, ignoring Jared.

You began to sob into Heather's shoulder. You pulled away and started running to your house. You reached home and locked yourself in your room where you had a rope with the end tied in a loop hanging from you ceiling. There was a chair underneath it, you sat in the chair and contemplated on what to do. You were so confused on your own feelings. You just wanted to die at this point.

Heather got in her car. "Get in asshole!" She yelled at Jared. He got in the passenger's seat and shut the door. Heather sped off to your house. She had a spare key. Her and Jared raced up stairs to your room, where you were standing on the chair, putting the loop around your neck and starting to tighten it.

Heather knocked rapidly at the door. "LET US IN!" She yelled. Jared was almost in tears. He was worried about you, but didn't want to get in Heather's way.

Heather took a bobby pin out of her hair and picked the lock. She saw you and ran over to you. She took your razor off you desk and cut the rope so you couldn't hang yourself. Jared ran over to you and picked you up off the chair. He put you down and hugged you.

"Why did you do this?" He asked. You could hear the pain in his voice.

"I feel like a disappointment. I feel like I should just die. I just want to die." You said shakilly, you were still crying.

"You shouldn't die Y/N, there are people that care about you." Jared said.

"Yeah Y/N, I care about you, I'm not sure about him because he has been fucking bullying you for years, but just know that I care about you." Heather reassured you.

Jared slightly glared at her. 'Sorry' she mouthed.

"I'm so sorry." You cried. "I just don't know how to feel. I know I've lost Connor and Evan, I'm pretty sure that J.D is going to hate me, and if he hates  me, then Veronica will definitely hate me." You sobbed. "I'm just confusing myself and being unreasonable all the time to the point where I hate myself for it. Why can't I just be normal. Why can't I just be the perfect person." You ranted to them.

Jared pulled back a little. "You're perfect to me." Jared said looking you in the eye.

Heather came over and embraced the two of you. You wanted yo believe the both it was just...

A/N

HO HO HOLY SHIT I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING. SCHOOL IS A LIVING HELL.
ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO MY AMAZING EX WHO SENT ME A HUGE ASS BOX OF CHOCOLATE BECAUSE OF MY PERIOD. I DON'T THINK HE HAS A WATTPAD BUT THANK YOU SO DAMN MUCH. ALSO I WILL TRY TO UPDATE MORE. BYEEEEEE