"R.I.P Jennifer Anne Lee-Brock. You had a short life but it was the best life." That's what it said on the tomb stone. I will visit this everyday. I will water the grass to imagine her growing. I will give her flowers because she was beautiful. And I will visit her because even though she was un expected, I love her.
Depression really took over my life after Jennifer died, making it really hard to have motivation again. I didn't know what to do, and I always felt it was my fault that she died. I should've been there for her.
I didn't want to get back into my cutting tendencies but it was just too tempting.
***Time Skip-5 mins later 😂***
I texted Colby, telling him that I was sorry that I let her die. That I was the cause.
I have been sitting here for about 5 mins, contemplating if I should do this or not. I should. I grab the blade look at my self in the mirror and cut a spot on my arm.
Before I could cut another line, hands grasped the blade and pulled it out of my hands. I looked up to find Colby with a horrified expression, causing me to break down into his arms.
"Emma, please never touch those again. Please. When you sent me that text my heart dropped you can't scare me like that okay." Colby said calmly.
"I'm so sorry. It's just, Jen being gone feels like it's my fault and I miss her so much and I never wanted her to die yet and I just have felt like a piece of my heart was ripped out." I sobbed.
I forgot about the blood oozing out of my arm. We had a first aid kit on the sink so we grabbed the bandage and wrapped it around my cut. Colby gave me a really tight hug. I feel so safe when I'm with him.
"Can you sleep here with me please?" I asked.
"I would do anything for you Emma." He said.
He gave me a kiss. A kiss turned into a make out session. Then he broke it and kissed my nose.
"Emma Lee, I love you so much." Colby said.
"Colby Brock, I love you more than words can explain."
We soon drifted off to sleep. I wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for Colby. God, aren't I lucky.
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16 and Pregnant (colby brock)
FanficSometimes you'd like to refuse to believe what you don't want to be true. That's exactly how Emma felt when she found out she was pregnant at 16 years old. Only problem being, she's got to tell her unsuspecting boyfriend, Colby. ~CHANGED USERNAME FR...
