A Cappella Academy {IN THE PROCESS OF EDITING}

Chapter 16-Crash and Burn

I never wanted to leave Aiden but I left for his sake. I'm not letting him go, I'm setting him free to be with the person his heart truly belongs too. I want him to be happy. He desevrves to be happy.

I know he said that he loved me but it was a different kind of love. It was like he only thought of me as a friend or a sister. He would always love that blonde- haired blue-eyed girl over me.

I had never experienced heartbreak before and now I know it's a feeling I never want to have again.

Trust me the feeling of knowing that someone you love doesn't love you back is sheer torture.

I didn't want to see him anymore. I never wanted to see his face. I didn't even feel that angry I just felt broken. I felt like no one cared and no one would ever care. I then broke down no longer containing the tears I couldn't keep it in. So, I cried and cried and cried. It was like I was crying an ocean of tears.

I heard footsteps behind me but I didn't lift my head. I didn't want to see anyone right now that was until I heard a familiar voice.

"Belle? Are you okay?" Blake asked with deep concern. Why would he care?

"I'm fine." I said trying to make it sound like I wasn't crying but it didn't work.

"You're crying."

"Really?" I said sarcastically. That made me laugh a little. I'm one of those people that laughs at there own jokes because I think I'm hilarious.

"Come here," Blake gestured. "Tell me what happened."

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"So that is how Aiden and I broke up. He loves her." I teared up but I couldn't cry anymore. I think I cried myself dry.

"I'm sorry you had to go through that Belle."

"What time is it? Was lights out a couple hours ago? Whatever I don't even care. I can't go back to my room like this."

"Why can't you?"

"Charlottes there and the last thing I need is her to see me like this."

"I told you somehow she always gets what she wants."

"It wasn't her that hurt me. It was Aiden. I never thought I'd be able to feel this broken. I feel as if I was glass that just shattered."

"Well Aiden is stupid. Any guy would be lucky to have you."

This made me smile. "Thank you Blake I needed that."

Blake gave me a hug and it was really comforting. As much as I loved Aiden I knew I would have to forget about him and move on.

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I started to wake up and I saw that I was still in the dance studio. Blake was to my side I decided to leave him there I didnt want to wake him up. He looked so peaceful in his sleep. Okay Annabelle way to be creepy.

All the memories from last night came like a flood through my mind. I hated that Aiden loved someone else and especially that Charlotte was going to get him back without even trying. I have never felt this much anger and sadness before. On one hand I wanted to punch Charlotte in her face until she would need facial reconstruction. On the other hand I wanted to run up tp Aiden and ask why he still loved her if she cheated on him.

I wasn't that person though. I've always thought that jealousy brings out the worst in people. I have always strived to be an easy person to be around. I honestly feel like I've done a good job to please everyone but then there comes a hint of reality where you can't please everyone and you can't be everyones friend.

It is just a fact that not everyone is going to like you and you may not like everyone. People say that hate is a strong word but thats why most people use it. I am not lying when I say I hate Charlotte Fontane. I have this burning passion that builds up in me when I see her. She gives me this anger that I hide away but may be I don't want to be that girl that backs down anymore.

True I stood up to her twice but I didn't see that as fighting back. I saw that as helping her. Charlotte is someone whos life runs on anger and jealous and the pain of others and I don't want to be that. I never want to be anything like Charlotte.

"Morning, Belle." Blake muttered. "What are you doing?"

"I don't know. Lost in thought I guess." I sighed. Do you know how painful it is knowing you can never be with someone you love because they will never truky love you back? Aiden said he loved me but I know it wasn't the type of love he had fro Charlotte. I think he did care for me but not love or may be he said he loved me to get back at Charlotte. I have no idea only Aiden knows how he is feeling.

"Stop putting yourself down, Belle."

"Who said I was putting myself down?" I denied. I was but he didn't have to know that.

"Don't lie to me, Belle, I know you better than anyone. I bet you were trying to convince yourself that there was a reason that all this happened. Then you started getting jealous of Charlotte but you told yourself that jealousy is not a good thing and it brings out the worst in people. After that, you started askin yourself if Aiden ever truly loved you. Please, I can read you like an open book."

"Why have we been so nice to each other? Didn't we used to hate each other?"

Blake chuckled, "Ya we did."

"Oh and by the way you still have my journal which I would appreciate if you gave back."

"Belle, you have done a pretty good job on filling in your end of the deal. I will give you your book back soon enough."

"Fine."

I glanced down at my phone to see that it was already 7:00.

"School starts in 10 minutes! I have to get ready!" I looked down at myself and saw my wrinkled clothes my dirty shoes from running through the garden and I didn't even want to know what my hair and make up looked like.

"You look fine."

"Fine is not good enough I don't even want to go to school today."

"Belle you can't hide forever."

"It's not hiding it's selective participation from school."

"Okay so where do you want to go?"

"What?"

"If you're not going to school where are you gonna go?"

"My room and cry into my pillow I don't know."

"Come with me."

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Let me just say that I am so so so so sorry that I haven't updated in forever. It took me the longest time to edit this chapter because I just didn't like it. I am also having a huge amount of writers block but I am getting better.

I can tell you that I know how the book is going to end. I think you will like it. Writing a book is actually harder than it looks. Plus I have finals soon ugh. School Psht. Anyway I will try to update more often but hey you are half way through A Cappella Academy.

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