Ever wondered how can your existence be unnoticed?
Laughed at,
taken for granted?
I always ask myself
'will I forever be the girl behind your back?-unnoticed?
Will you forever be a man I look through my shoulders?'
I rummaged into the middle of my questions
only to find myself crippled in emptiness.
I shouted at the top of my lungs
only to be answered with unexpected indifference.
I stepped through the expectations only to find myself wounded with mocking failures.
I tried reaching you
only to find myself left behind your shadows.
I walked through my endless hopes only to find myself stumbling over the girl you wanted to see.
And when all other resorts fail.
I find myself trying even harder.
To be someone I can never be.
Because maybe, just maybe.
Even when you don't find my existence a blessing.
At least you would know
I exist.
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