Dija's Corner

My heart yearns for him still

Love!!!!

What is love?????

Is it the pain of losing a coward like him?

The tears whenever u misses him?

If love is d most amazing thing on earth then y does it hurt so much?

My mistake wasn't just loving him but placing him above myself.

But what did I gain from that?

Nothing.......except

Heartaches

Sometimes I ask myself....

Why are we giving hearts to love someone so much when nothing will ever happen us?

Why does it hurt so much?

After three years, I thought u will forever free my heart from this situation but.....

With every breathe I take

Every lonely walk back home

Every moment of blissful joy

In my darkest time

In my bed crying to sleep

On my phone fangirling over every handsome Korean dork

I'm reminded of you.

Only you!

Even if u loved me back then, you never gave me a reason to fight for u n that what pains me d more......

It was love at first sight for me....

You were my late night chat buddy

My stress reliever

The one who teased me to tears

My shameless cousin lol

My favourite cousin of them all

But today i realised that....

All you ever said was empty promises

I never asked for d moon cuz you were my moon back then but today i'm behind the shadows of d dark night.

Still

I love you so much

And

I'm waiting for u

Because no one understand me more than u

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Sorry for expression all this shit to u. I'm all emo rn.

Btw i locked my cousin in a public toilet for 8mins n ran away now we aren't talking lol.

Also that's a part of me in d media. Couldn't muster d courage to post a HD pic of me.