My alarm clock went off. I immediantly turned it off so no one else would wake up. It is 5am. I got up early to get ready to go the hospital before school starts. I sprung out of bed and went into the bathroom. I turned the water on, I washed my body and then got out. I dried myself with a towel. I got into school uniform. I pulled my hair up into a messy bun. I applied my normal amount of makeup. I got my bag and put my shoes on.
I opened the front door and walked out. I left a note to tell them where I went. I waited at the closest bus stop. The bus came in about 15 minutes. I got onto the bus and sat at the front. I put my head phones in and blasted my music. No one else was on the bus at this time.
I arrived at the hospital as I payed the bus driver as I got out. The bus drove off. I started walking closer and closer to the entrance. The nurse showed me to mums room. I went in and she was wide awake eating her break fast. She seemed happy, I could tell her hair had been falling out. Shes so beautiful even at her worst times.
"Hey mum" I said as I went over giving her a big hug. She smiled at me.
"Princess, hows everything going? Why aren't you at school?" Mum asked me. I sat down beside her on her bed.
"Everythings fine. Im missing the first couple of periods to see you, I miss you so so much, I love you" I said as tears came running down my face. She whipped them away.
"Im sorry that I wont be here to see you grow up into a perfect little lady, im sorry that I never fought harder for full custody. Im sorry that all my mistakes that you got punished for. Im sorry for failing my daughter, im so sorry for being a failure of a mum. But I love you so so much" My mum told me as she started crying. I couldn't help but cry too.
"You've been the best mum, I love you too, to the moon and back, a million times" I said to mum. She gave me a kiss on the cheek.
*SCHOOL*
As I walked in the front gates, it was lunch time. I think I looked pretty upset. Sam came up to me and gave me a hug. I hadn't seen Sam for awhile. Sam walked off as he saw Jai walking towards me. I flung my arms around Jai. I didn't cry. I couldn't cry infront of him.
"How'd it go?" Jai asked looking into my eyes.
"Its was good, Im gonna go to the toliets" I said letting go of Jai. I gave him a quick kiss.
I heard little chatters going on behind my back about me. I ran into the toliets and there was a girl group in there.
"Slut" one of them said, as another one slapped me and another one kicked me in the back. I fell to the ground as blood came out of my mouth and nose. They all ran off and laughed. I sat against the wall with my head in my hands. All my tears just came out. I couldn't deal with this anymore. I stood up and got some toilet paper to whip off all the blood. The bell went for class. I decided to stay in here for class time.
I sat down against the wall and got my phone out. I called Jack, my friend from England. I kind of miss him. He answered with a yawn.
Me: Yay Jack.
Jack: Omg Rhi.
Me: *cries* im done.
Jack: Are you ok? Whats happening?
Me: Im in the toliets, im skipping class, on the floor bleeding because some popular girls slapped and kicked me and called me a slut. Maybe because im going out with Jai Waetford, long story. We used to be friends when we were babies till we were little kids. Best friends. Then my dad got custody of me for ten years. So that's why I moved back down here because those 10 years were up. So me and Jai are dating. My mum has cancer. She only has a few weeks left. So i'll see you back in England soon. Back with my abusing dad. He abuses me. I have cut because of him. Everyday I was suicidal.
Jack: Baby, you know I love you. Right? Your strong, your going to make it through this...
Just like that my phone died. I didn't get to say goodbye to him. My lip was still cute and my nose had started to bruise. I don't know what i'll tell Jai or even Sam. Im really scared.
