"Now be good for Alana and Jai, ok? Visit me heaps, I love you a lot baby" Mum said before she left to the Hospital. I just went back inside and cried and cried. I whipped my tears away because Alana was expecting me over at theirs soon. I locked up the house and carried my bags over.
I knocked on the door, Trent answered. I smiled as he let me in. He helped me carry my stuff to the guest rooms. I said hello to Alana and Trent and I went back into Jai's room. I sat down on the bed as Trent did aswell.
"Jai's just in the shower aha" Trent said. I just laughed and smiled. I didn't know if I actually wanted to hang out with Trent or Jai. But I love Jai so much. I cant believe this is actually happening to me. Im losing the one who I love most in the whole world. Then I have to go back where I hate it. Where I hate my life. Where I am suicidal. Where I gain my scares. My scares are still there and no ones going to see. Jai will never find out how shit my life is actually.
Jai came out of the shower with just a towel around his body. He had an amazing body. I just laughed and covered my eyes as I walked out of his room with Trent. I went into my new room as I started to un-pack. Trent left me alone, he went down stairs. I un-packed all my clothes and got settled in. Felt like home but terribly different. Haha.
I heard the door open and it was Jai. I just jumped into his hug. I needed a shoulder to cry on. I needed Jai to be with me every step of the way. I let go of him and sat down on the bed. Jai sat down next to me. I looked at him and I crashed my lips onto his. He was happy and kissed me back. Jai ran his fingers down through my hair. He pulled away as I just put my head on his shoulder.
"I'll be with you forever and ever. I love you heaps baby" Jai said, I smiled as I gave him another kiss. I went down stairs with Jai. Jai went with Trent and I decided to help Alana cook our dinner. She gave me a hug to comfort me. She makes me feel welcome.
"I know about you moving to your fathers again. How long till Jai will know?" Alana said smirking at Jai in the living room.
"Oh. Uh, well when it gets closer I will. Im just dreading the day it comes. I am so inlove with Jai. He is the most perfect boyfriend and I absolutely do love him" I said and explained to Alana. She smiled at me and just laughed.
"He's very lucky to have a girl amazing as you" Alana said back to me. I giggled and smiled. Alana is amazing, aha. I can tell her anything.
The dinner was done but I told her I didn't feel like eating, I went into the living room as Trent and Jai were eating. I turned on the TV, I put on Home and Away. I love that show. Its my thingggg.
Jai came in and jumped on the couch and put his arms around me. Hes so warm aha. He gave me little kisses on the cheek. I laughed at him. As I was trying to watch Home and Away. Trent came in and broke us up by sitting right in the middle of us.
Trent put on a movie for us all. He put on 'Step Brothers', funniest movie. I got blankets for us all. I started cracking up laughing, the boys just looked and laughed at me laughing at the movie. I got a text and it was from my dad. I got scared. It was just the usual, abusing texts. Haha.
