Falling For The Help [A Kellic]

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You guys can totally skip this rant lol

Okay guys listen to this (lately I've been dumping my problems on here but oh well lol) anyway I'm in AP Government and Politics and there is only 6 of us in this class. So today we had a test and I was already freaking stressed about that like literally shaking. So then on our Lanahan readings we were supposed to have a ten question test and instead of doing jay she was just gonna let us answer a question out loud. I immediately freaked. I get nervous enough on a paper test but answering out loud. No.

So it get where she asks me a question and in my head I know it or at least the general idea but I was too worried about not getting it right and the others in the class making fun of me. Well I took a moment and while I was thinking all the others were laughing and saying she doesn't know it and I just shook my head and the teacher was like if you don't know it you can pass and answer a question but get a 95 so I said sure and then of course someone else answered it. So then it gets to me again but she hadn't asked me my question yet and like I said this is gonna do bad and I got a 'reassuring' pat from my 'friend' and then the teacher was like well all of you have 100s now so you've got nothing to worry about well at lest all but one of you. This DID NOT help maters by thsi point I was literally on the verge of crying and she asked the question and I knew it! It was a comparison and they author compared them to sea monsters and I wasn't sure that was what she wanted so I was explaining that they were opposites and couldn't get anything done and for some reason I said a cliff and she gives me this 'you're an idiot' look. And I just stopped and she counted it and everyone was laughing again and by this point I was on the verge of tears and shaking and it wasn't a good time.

Maybe I shouldn't have freaked out but I couldn't help it my brain freaked my whole body did. My anxiety and stress was through the roof. And it's only getting worse I'm seriously thinking about telling like my doctor or something idk see the only think with that is that I do that then I tell me Dad and he's like that's bullshit and yeah Idk.

Thanks for letting me rant guys. Sorry it's so long. My apologies.

Anyway on to a chapter!

Kellin's POV

I hadn't seen Vic all day and to say that I just missed him was an understatement. I just really wanted to feel him next to me. There was just something about the security and comfort he gave me. With that in mind I raised up from my spot on the bed and stretched my arms back, listening to them pop. I looked down at my sweatpants and Vic's hoodie that I had on and shrugged, this was okay to go see him in right?

I grabbed me phone off the nightstand and made my way down the stairs. The closer I got to the bottom the more I could hear high pitched laughing. I huffed to myself knowing that I couldn't get out the front door or the back one without going near them. I tried though, but of course it didn't work.

"Kellin honey, why don't you come say hi to Mandy." My Mom spoke, making me release a sigh and turn on my heels. I plastered a fake smile on my face and turned towards the woman.
"Hello Mandy. It was nice seeing you again." It was only then that I realized this was the same woman who Vic and I met the other day.
"Well Kellin wasn't that long ago I saw you dear."
"Oh," my Mom turned towards me and raised an eyebrow. "When did you two see each other."
"I don-"
"The other day I was out and he was with a very handsome man. Long brown hair and a crooked smile. The only downfall was the piece of metal in his nose." She laughed. "Kellin said it was his friend. They seemed quite friendly though." Mandy then turned towards me and sent a wink my way.

I froze as the gears in my Mom's brain seemed to be turning. "Oh really now."
"Mom I was getting something to eat should it matter who I went with?"
"If it's one of our workers then yes." Mom gave me this incredulous look.
"It wasn't anyone!"
"If I find out you're lying then you're in deep trouble mister."
"I'm nineteen."
"You may be but who pays for that fancy little degree you're getting?"
I looked at her a moment before just shaking my head.
"Whatever I'm gonna go."
"Love you Kellin!" She called after me.

Vic's POV

Kellin stormed through my door and kicked his shoes off before flopping down on the couch beside of me. He huffed and then buried his face in my chest.
"What's up Sunshine?"
"My Mom is being an idiot. That woman we met the other day is over there and she was going on and on about the friend," he pointed to me. "That I had with me and how we seemed closer than just friends. Well Mom got huffy and I said I'm nineteen it doesn't matter and she was like 'oh yes it does your my son and guess who pays for that degree of yours'." He mocked his Mom, he raised the pitch of his voice and slung his hair over his shoulder. "She's gonna drive me crazy."
"I'm sorry babe." I said and kissed him in the forehead.

"It kinda scares me though."
"What?"
"What if they do find out that there is something going on between us?" He wondered. "Like Mom definitely isn't going to approve of it and Dad well with enough persuading from her he'll think how she wants. I just can't win." He rubbed a hand over his face.
"It'll all be okay." I reassured him. "Besides seeing us out together there's nothing your parents know. We just need to be a little bit more careful." I explained to him.

I couldn't loose Kellin. I had tried, not really, to stop any feelings from forming but they did and here I am now. This boy was amazing. Every inch. He was all I needed in my life and I wasn't gonna let him walk away from me. After the summer was over I was gonna find a way to make it work. I'd do what I had to. Heck even if it took quitting this job, finding another, moving, and helping Kellin pay his tuition. I would do it. There was nothing I wouldn't do for this boy.

"Vic are you okay?" He said dragging me out of my thoughts.
"Of course Sunshine, especially with you beside of me." He smiled at me and I noticed the pale pink tint to his cheeks.
"What were you thinking about?"
"Just how amazing you are." I said and pecked his cheek. "Can I kiss you?"
"The answer will always be yes." He giggled.

I smiled before leaning down and connecting our lips. His were sweet and kind of tasted like mixed berries, and they were so so soft. I pushed myself up against him just a little bit harder and he latched a hand around my waist. I pulled away to catch my breath and Kellin was panting slightly.

I smiled and left barely there kissed down his neck to his collar bones. I nibbled on the skin slightly and he squeezed me hip with his intake of breath. I left a few marks before he was suddenly flipping me over and pinning me to the bed. I smirked up at him.
"Whatcha doing there Sunshine?" He immediately blushed and loosened his grip on my wrists, it's not like it hurt anyway.

"I wanted to ummm..." he trailed off and then gestured to his neck.
"You wanted to leave some marks of your own? Show everybody I belong to you?" He nodded his head meekly. I pulled a hand from his grip and caressed his cheek while I kissed his lips lightly. He pulled back with a happy smile and then I laid back down on the bed and settled my hands on his hips.

He gave me a shy smile before leaning down and sucking on my neck lightly. I closed my eyes and leant my head to the side to give him more room to work with. The feeling of his lips on my sensitive skin caused me to let out moans of my own. I was enjoying this more than I should, but with Kellin how could I not.