Reunited

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I storm into Stark tower and into the common room. I slam the door in Loki's face utterly shutting him out completely. Luckily everyone is out, Loki opens the door
"wow, slamming a door in my face real mature mortal"
"Get the fuck out!" I throw a vase at his head. he dodges it
"I absolutely can not believe you right now. pulling me out of a mission, are you serious? do you know how big of a deal that mission was to all of us on my team? We were working on that lead for months and our entire cover was blown because of you!!"
"You were going to get yourself killed. you can't handle it"
"WHAT!? how fucking dare you say that to me! I have worked my ass off to get where I am. I started at the bottom and worked night and day to the top and you are going to stand there and say I can't handle it?" I have tears in my eyes as I look at him
"I thought you loved me? Maybe I was wrong" I turn and walk to the door and turn the handle when I feel his hand wrap around my wrist.
"Please I'm sorry, I just worry about you, I love you and I always will" He smiles when I let go of the handle and turn to him. he smiles when he see's I let it go but it quickly fades when he see's the tears streaming down my face. I slap him across the face, he stumbles back from the impact and looks at me.
"Don't tell me you love me if you don't support me. Don't tell me you love me if you're going to disrupt my mission that I worked months on. Don't tell me you love me if you're going to tell me that I can't handle it. when you do that it shows me you don't love me and makes me question if you ever have" I pull my wrist from his hand and open the door before walking out it and walk towards my room.
The door closes and Loki just look at it before breaking downing into sobs.
"i lost her, I lost her completely and its all my fault" he sobs into his hands. I keep a straight face until I close the door to my room. once its locked I slide down it and break into sobs until I let the darkness completely consume me.
Its been a week since me and loki got into a fight and we haven't talked to each other since. I don't know about him but I have completely broken myself from this. I haven't gone into shield, I haven't contacted my team, I haven't done anything except for cry and sleep. My body aches, I've lost weight, I haven't slept unless its from crying myself to unconsciousness, I haven't even showered. I'm laying in bed with dried tears on my face. I've cried so hard over the past few days that my face has broken out in hives. I hear a knock at my door, I don't respond to it I just let whoever it is walk in. I look up to see Thor standing there.
"Lady y/n will you please come eat something, we are dearly worried about you"
"I'm not hungry Thor" I hear him sigh and walk towards me, he sits on the edge of the bed and stares at me taking in my appearance
"Please forgive him. He hasn't been this broken since our mother passed on to the stars. He cares deeply cares for and its killing him for what he has said" I stay silent and after a few minutes he gives up and leaves.
Later that night I drag myself out of bed and make my way to the kitchen. I feel so weak. I go to the fridge and get some left over chicken and rice to warm up. I lean against the counter an watch the microwave heat it. I hear someone cough and look to my right to see Loki standing at the entrance. he looks like a completes me, It looks like he someone's slave that's been starved, beaten, and crushed. he walks in and stops a few feet away from me. I look at the ground. I can hear him gulp and he steps towards me and wraps his arms around me, holding me to his chest. I can't help but break down into the hardest sobbing that I have ever done so far. I fall to the ground not being able to stand any longer. he holds me even tighter and rubs my back as tears fall down his face. I look up at his face when I feel tear drops in on my shoulder and look up into his green eyes. I lean up and touch my lips to his. I've missed this, I've missed his touch, I've missed him holding me, missed him kissing me, I've missed him. I break the kiss and look up into his eyes
"i'm sorry, i'm so, so sorry..." he cuts me off with another kiss
"Please don't apologize, you have nothing to apologize for it was all me. I should have never done what I did. I love you and only you and I will always support you" He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist as he holds me. he opens the microwave door and grabs my plate of food. He carries me over to the couch and sits down with me in his lap. he scoops up some food and puts it to my lip.
"Loki" I whine
"you need to eat, please" his eyes plead with me. I can't help but take the food. he smiles a little. I grab the fork out of his hand and scoops some up before holding it up to his mouth
"and you need to eat to" he smiles and takes the food. we feed each other back and forth until the foods all done. I lay my head down on his chest and inhale his scent. he lays us down with me on top, he covers us with a blanket and starts to hum. The vibration from his lulls me to sleep. Loki hears my breathing even out, looks down at me and smiles when he see's me sleeping peaceful. he kisses my forehead
"I will always love you and only you"



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