My love for Loki

Untitled Part 28

I have no idea what's wrong with Loki. Ever since our son was born he's been avoiding him. He was so happy until he saw him. the only change was s/n is part Junto and had blue skin. I walk over to s/n when he starts crying in his crib. Picking him up I bounce him up and down
"what's wrong my little prince" He gurgles, I chuckle
"it's okay, you mommy and daddy are here and we love you so much" he gurgles again
"I know but daddy is going through something right now but I'm here. I hope that's okay with you?" I look down at his chubby face. he coos up at him
"oh that's good to know. I love you so much. nothing will ever change that. ever" I feel him slump against you, I kiss him gently on the cheek before setting him back in his crib. while looking down at s/n I speak
"are you ever going to hold your son" I turn and look at Loki who is staring intensely at me. he looks down at the ground.
"what is going on with you" tears start to form "is it me? is it him? do you not want us anymore?" he immediately takes me in his arms
"no that's not it at all love. I love you both so, so much." I pull away from him and give him a confused look, he sighs
"I've been fighting some inner demons my love"
"loki you can tell me" he looks up into my eyes with so many emotions
"I didn't believe that you would love even though he was born with blue skin" I give an annoyed look
"Loki you have blue skin, why would I care if he has blue skin"
"I didn't him to turn out like me" I wrap my arms around him
"I will always love him no matter what happens. he can be green for all I care I will always love him" he kisses my cheek
"how did I get so lucky"
"by the gods of course" he chuckles and the baby starts to stir. we freeze and s/n goes back to sleep. we look at each other and smile