My love for Loki

Frost Giant

This can't be happening. This absolutely can not be happening. Not Now, Not ever. I don't even know how this is possible, I've lived on earth my entire life. What will the others think? What will Loki think? Oh god he'll probably think i'm some kind of freak. I look in the mirror and see my bright red eyes and blue skin. I'm nothing but a freak. I get pulled out of my thought by some knocking on the bathroom door.
"y/n? are you okay? it's steve" he cares so much about his friends
"yeah i'm okay, just a it sick I don't think I can go on the mission today"
"do you want Dr. Banner to look at you" Oh god that's all I need
"No! I mean no all I need is some rest"
"uhh okay we're leaving"
"okay"
The only thing that could have caused this is the weather in New York. It's been so hot out. the temperatures are reaching a new high and they don't seem to be breaking anytime soon. I peer out the door to check to see it anyone is coming or around. I quickly make my way to my room and lock the door so no one can get in. I pull a hoodie and sweat pants on and get under the covers so no one will see me if they walk in. I fall asleep and hope that this is all just a bad dream.
I wake up gasping for air, I feel like I'm suffocating.
"Jarvis"
"yes miss y/n"
"get me Loki quick"
"Right away"
I just lay there suffocating, I hear someone run in and they stop at my bed. I don't want him to see me like this but I can't breath and I don't know what will happen if I let this go any further. Loki turns me over and gasp at the sight of me
"Help me, please help me" He gently lifts my blanket off of me and picks me up. He carries me into the bathroom where he runs a cold bath. he takes my sweats and hoodie off just leaving me in my sports bra and underwear. He places me in the bath. He takes a wash cloth and rings the cold water over my body. He gets up and leaves for a couple minutes, whiles he's gone I lift my and see my skin has returned to its normal. I sigh in relief maybe he didn't see anything. Loki comes back with a towel, he gingerly picks me up and sets me on the counter. I still feel really weak, I lean my head against his shoulder as he dries me. he snaps his fingers and my bra and underwear and puts me in shorts and a tank top. he carries me back to my room and lays me on my bed. I notice that my room is a lot colder than what it was.
"loki ..."
"Shhhh don't talk just rest, you stressed your body too far" I nod and lay back and close my eyes.
I wake up and find myself wrapped around something ice cold. I turn over and see Loki staring at me but not with his normal green eyes. He has red eyes and blue skin.
"I see you're recovering" I open and close my mouth like a fish
"you're one to"
"i'm a frost giant yes" I look down
"why didn't you tell me y/n" I bite my lip
"i didn't want you to leave me. I thought you might hate me, so I locked myself in here and tried to cover up hoping it would go away"
"you nearly killed yourself by over heating your body. you're meant for the cold not warmth"
"i'm sorry I just didn't know how to deal with it"
"look at me y/n" I avoid eye contact with him, his hand gently lifts my head
"don't think that you can't talk to me, I would always accept you. we are just more connected now that we are both the same"
"that doesn't explain how I got here"

"they gave you up, they sent you here. They sent you so we could be together"