My love for Loki

Untitled Part 21

"tony I don't know about this, I've never gotten drunk before." I look at the aged vodka that's placed in front of me before passing it back towards him. He smiles at me behind the bar
"all the more reason to get drunk" he pushes the drink back towards me
"i barely have control of my powers this will only make it worse"
"Don't worry about it let me take care of it when it get out of hand" I finally give in and take the entire drink down. I start coughing as the drink burns going down
"don't worry kid it only gets better" he passes me another drink.
What went from one drink turned into multiple which turned into a whole bottle.
"you 'hic' want to see something" I stumble over to tony who is as equally as drunk as me
"sure" he chuckles I make one of his bottles explode. glass goes everywhere. I giggle as he cheers me on, so I keep going. eventually glass is everywhere, I start feeling sick so i try walking to the bathroom only to slip and fall into the glass. My hands hurt, i look down to see glass and blood. It brings back bad memories of wars and the experiments done on me. i start hysterically crying and back up into a corner.
"y/n? whats 'hic' wrong" Tony tries to come over to me but i blast him away with my powers.
"oh no! tony i'm sorry" balls of energy start getting thrown everywhere.
Loki walks into the room after working at shield head quarters, his eyes widen at the scene, his eyes travel from me to tony. he grabs tony by the collar and pins him to the wall
"what have you done! she barely has control and you threw away any confidence that she was starting to gain!" Tony's eyes turn fearful
"i didn't know this was going to happen"
"of course you didn't you mewling quim" he drops him and walks over to me and picks me up bridal style. Carrying me to our bedroom i can't help but cry into his shoulder as he tries soothing me. He walks into the conjoining bathroom and sets me down on the toilet seat. He gets a warm washcloth to clean my hands. i wince when he touches my tender hands. he bandages them up before placing a soft kiss on them. i start to cry even harder
"darling whats wrong"
"i didn't mean too i promise please i'm sorry" Loki's eyes widen when he realizes i'm going into a relapse. He picks me up and carries me to bed. placing gingerly on the bed before wrapping his arms around me.
"Darling no one will ever hurt you again. there is nothing to be sorry for. Tony is just a stupid human"
"i love you Loki"
"i love you as well darling get some sleep" i can't help but fall asleep, my eyes lids feel so heavy but i still feel him rub tiny circles in my back as he whispers simple nothings in my ear.