SAB'S POV
@sabbiesays:Excited to wear my cheerleader slash overly supportive girlfriend uniform! #ootd #goUST #USTvsNU
@jericteng16: Ganda naman ng girlfriend ko! Sample nga ng cheer dyan @sabbiesays #proudBF #lucky
@sabbiesays: Pwede na ako sumali sa YJ nyan, babe! 😂😂😂 @jericteng16
@jericteng16: You can't! You're my personal cheerleader kaya dapat ako lang ni- cheer mo @sabbiesays 😂
@sabbiesays: Possesive na tayo nyan, dre @jericteng16? 😜
@jericteng16: Just protecting what's mine, baby @sabbiesays! ❤️ #cheezyoverload 😂
Today's going to be another long day. I woke up extra early to cook and bring breakfast to Jeric sa quarters in UST. They had an early practice for today's game against NU. Kahapon lang kami nagkaroon ng chance to be together for he was so busy in his trainings lalo na its his last UAAP season, add to that the start of his prelims examination. Being 3 years together, nasanay na rin ako na during season we get to see eachother once a week dahil his top priority during season are his trainings. And its okay. It makes him happy, so I am more than happy to support him. Luckily, he had time yesterday so he came for a visit. We did some catching up and eating session kaya for sure napagod yon. He left early last night since merong curfew so sadly, he did not put me to sleep. To repay his sweet gesture yesterday, I brought him an all- star breakfast, his favorite pre- game ritual. After which I head to the hospital to do another round of bloodtest. Gahd, I was just so happy yesterday, then something hits me in the head, pulling me back to the reality.
Doc: So Sab, how you feeling today?
Sab: Okay lang po, Doc. *smiles* May sumasakit pero kaya pa naman po.
Doc: And why did you not tell you're mom about that? Di ba ang sabi ko sayo, when you feel any pain, sasabihin mo sa mommy mo para masamahan ka niya.
Sab: Kaya pa naman, Tito. *smiles* I don't want Mom to worry so much about me. Ayaw ko na rin maging pabigat.
Doc: Iha, they are your family. They will whole heartedly share with you your burden. *smiles* Kaya ikaw, all you have to do is be strong and pray. You'll be in pain again, Sab. You'll be weak and fragile again. You need them, just as much as they need you to fight for your life, for them. Pain is inevitable in this world, but still ask that you may be given strength to understand why He put you in that situation. Basta iha, if something comes up, you can call or text me. Okay?
Sab: Tito, can I ask you a honest question?
Doc: Go ahead.
Sab: What are the chances, po?
Doc: Sab...
Sab: I really wanna know.
Doc: Hay. Okay. *sighs* Its your third relapse... Yung drugs for your chemo will be a lot stronger. We really don't know how your body would respond to this treatment kasi your immunity will be the one who would predict the outcome. Mas mahirap ngayon, Sab. Mas masasaktan ka, mas manghihina. Pero you've been in this situation right? Kailangan mo lang lakasan yung loob mo. Lumaban ka lang.
Sab: So meaning, I can either be treated again or die?
Doc: Sab. *sighs* i hate to talk to you about death, kasi Tito mo ako. I want you to live and fulfill your dreams. Pero I'm also your doctor and its my responsibility to explain to you, everything that you want to know. Sab, the probability of you recovering is just 30%. I would have just suggested you to just not undergo chemotheraphy and be on painkillers nalang, pero para kitang pinagdamutan ng chance to live. Kaya Sab, yung natitirang 30% na yun..
