A Rose for You

Chapter 9

Heyy guys! here is a new chapter! Hope you guys enjoy! oh and there is some JASVA!

She sat next to me in the bus today!!! I freaked out. I literally found it so hard not to explode that minute. It didn't help with the fact that Eva and Jasper were having their own private session behind us. Just feeling her small and delicate body next to me made me want to cuddle her up so bad. Just hold her close to me. Wait what was I even thinking. I can't be thinking about a girl who I saw for the first time a day ago?! But she is so cute. I can't lie to myself anymore. There's no running away from the truth. I'm irrevocably in love, well I think even though I just met her, with her and nothing's going to change that. There's also the fact that she'll never like me. Hell, she probably thinks me as another jock who plays around with girls. She'll never know that how much I care about her. How much I want to know her, be with her. And I can never bring myself to tell her. I'm too unworthy for her. I'll just live with it. Forever. It'll break my heart but I'm just not good enough for her. But gosh, I love her.

Trevor watched Lily scurry off the bus like a deer caught in headlights. Wondering if she hates him so much that she ran, he made his way to class. He went and sat at his usual seat at the back of the class, watching as people sauntered in one by one. He noticed Lily sitting near the window. Where is Jasper when you need him? As if answering his prayers, Jasper entered the room hand in hand with Eva.

Finally. But he's probably going to take forever to realize that i'm here. Those two are just lost in their own world. Yes, just look at them.

Trevor watched Jasper and Eva walk into class, hand in hand, laughing. Eva's eyes sparkled with joy and Jasper looked at her with such loving eyes, it was impossible to not fangirl, wait no fanboy? But not me... because I'm not a fanboy, yes. But I'm so happy for them. Trevor watched as the couple stood on opposite sides of the doorway, holding hands, deep in conversation. Trevor caught a few words of their conversation.

"So I'll pick you up this evening?", Jasper asked.

"Yeah I'll be waiting for you", replied Eva. She then added, "As always".

"Don't miss me too much", Jasper replied, laughing lightly and running his hands through his cream brown hair.

"How could I not miss my hero. Come for me quickly.", Eva replied looking up at him with adoring eyes.

"Eveeessss", Jasper groaned deeply with an intense longing. "Come here my angel".

He pulled her roughly towards her and sighed with their closeness. She touched her forehead to his, both of them lost in each other's eyes. Jasper put one hand softly under Eva's chin and tugged at it, pushing her face up. Slowly, he brushed his lips against hers, a small sigh escaping from both of them. Eva put her hands around Jasper's neck, running her hands through his soft locks of hair. Their kiss deepened as Jasper's hand wandered to her waist but before he got any further, they suddenly pulled apart.

"Not now my tiger, we have the whole day, and night", Eva whispered, putting a finger on his lips.

"You're right, we might get in trouble if we take it too far here", Jasper admitted reluctantly. "But gosh, I love you so much".

"I love you too Jasper", Eva said , giving him a small peck on the cheek before bouncing to her seat next to Lily.

Lily. Lily. Lily.

As my eyes wandered towards hers, I realised that she was staring at me. Probably staring at me all along while I had been absorbed watching Jasper and Eva. As our eyes met, a tight knot formed in my stomach. I was craving for her. I could barely contain myself. I wanted her, needed her, longed for her. She looked away, embarrassed. Great, now she probably thinks that I'm just a desperate guy, looking for some girl to date just to be cool. This couldn't get any worse.

"Do my eyes deceive me or did I just catch you staring at Lily and blushing?!", Jasper's voice said, in mock surprise, breaking my thoughts.

"What? Oh! I, um, well, I just spaced out", Trevor murmured, trying to fish out some excuse.

"Bruh. You're look like a tomato. Love, or more like Lily is having an effect on you." Jasper explained, mockingly. "See, I have a piece of advice for you. Just go and ask her, I was in your dilemma like last year when I had to ask Eva. And now look where we are!"

"You're confused. I'm not hopelessly in love." Trevor tried to reason.

"Uh huh, sure" returned Jasper his face lighted with a smirk.

My cheeks burned and I felt like disappearing on the spot.