(Gabriel's POV)
In a chill of your stare I am painfully lost, like a deer in the lights of an on coming bus. Sound the alarm because I can't tell if I am alive or it's just a nightmare. I stared down at my arm, scared an bleeding. Cuts running down diagonally, it burnt. But the pain quickly faded once I healed. I didn't want it to heal.
I wanted to keep feeling the pain, if I couldn't feel love. Then, Why could I feel pain? I pressed the blade against my arm, dragging it slowly. Flinching from a sharp pain-I was going to be okay.
It's not good to lie to yourself.
(First Chapter, what do you all think? Please tell me your thoughts in the comments. I would appreciate it if you voted, but it's up to you :) thanks for reading)
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The Loss (Sabriel/Slight Destiel Fanfic)
FanfictionThis story has Self Harm and suicidal thoughts. If you don't like please don't read. DOES HAVE DESTIEL TOO
