True Colors...//JIMIN FF {Complete}|| editing

Chapter 20

Jimin's POV
I was sitting by her holding her hand just looking at her. With all those scars and wounds on her face, she still looked beautiful.

"Ji-hye please wake up, I need you, I wouldn't be able to live with out you..."

"I nearly hold on to life while you were away for months... I wouldn't be able to be here in this world any longer knowing you weren't here..."

"Please forgive me, forgive me for everything I've done"

I was crying uncontrollably. It hurt me so much seeing her like this. I wish I could trade places with her.

I hated myself even more. I was remembering everything I did to her. I was so broken.

Why? Why her?

I know she isn't mine, but I couldn't loose her.

She was the only person I truly cared for. She broke my stone heart and made it into flesh. She helped me feel love, hapiness, and sadness. She couldn't take that away from me again.

I just kept holding in to her hand crying. Wishing I could help her not feel pain anymore.

Hoseok's POV
I was with my students when I got that text from Jimin. I couldn't leave my students. I tried wrapping everything up fast and headed to the hospital.

Jimin seemed mad at me. I would would be mad at me too. Why didn't I just leave them and come here as fast as I could.

Jimin entered first to see her since he had called the ambulance.

The nurse called someone else else to go see Ji-hye.

Jin:"You go Hoseok she is your girlfriend after all"

The nurse started leading the way but I told her not to open the door yet.

Jimin was still in there with her. I looked at him break down beside her through the small window on the door of the room.

"Please forgive me, forgive me for everything I've done"

I heard Jimin tell Ji-hye between his crying.

'Fuck man. He really loves her'
I thought to myself.

I shouldn't keep her away from him. I fell for Yuki and I was planning on ending things with Ji-hye but then this happened.

I went in the room.

Jimin got up and wiped away his tears. He was starting to leave.

"Hey man don't leave I want to talk to you"

He sat back down.

Jimin:"What's up"

"I see how much You care for her. I want you to take care of her, please."

Jimin:"Wait what?"

"I was planning on breaking up with her and see if we could be just be bestfriends again."

Jimin:"Why? Aren't you happy with her?"

"I am but I don't see her that way anymore, I met someone else"

Jimin:"WHAT?!?! DID YOU CHEAT ON JI-HYE!?!?!"

He was mad. Of course he was mad he wanted to protect Ji-hye.

"I didn't cheat on her physically I would say emotionally"

Jimin:"GET OUT GET OUT NOW!!HOW COULD YOU KEEP LYING TO HER LIKE THAT"

He was right why did I do that to her. Cheating on her emotionally was worse in my opinion.

"I don't know man I don't know. Don't you think I don't feel bad for doing this to her"

Jimin:"With who were you with before coming to the hospital"

He looked furious.

"I was with my students."

Jimin:"That new person you met was there wasn't she"

I kept quiet.

Jimin:"ANSWER GOD DAMN IT OR GOD HELP ME I WILL PUT YOU IN A HOSPITAL BED AGAIN!!!!"

"YES SHE WAS THERE"

Jimin:"GET OUT, GET OUT NOW. STAY AWAY FROM HER"

I got out, he had every right to be mad. Shit I feel the same way about myself.

I went to the others and told them what happen.

Jin:"Woah Jimin has really changed."

Namjoon:"Yeah and what you did is messed up"

"Yeah I know I'm just gonna stay away from them for right now"

Taehyung:"Do that and she will hate you"

Yoongi:"Be here for her right now"

Ani:"When she wakes up talk to her and if she needs time away from you then you stay away for a while"

Tae:"It's not your fault. No one can control the heart, it just feels what it wants to feel"

Jungkook:"I am sure she will be fine. I mean she has all of us and Jimin."

"Don't stress yourself too much"

They were right I had to be here for her right now. It was gonna break her but I can't keep lying to her. Hopefully she let's Jimin back in and let's him love her.

Jimin's POV
I couldn't believe Hoseok. Why would he keep lying to her.

I sat back next to her. Got a hold of her hand again. I was just looking at her.

I admire her so much. She has gone through so much shit and yet she was still strong and kept walking. Unlike me I went through shit and I went down.

I imagined how life would be with her.

What if we ever got together and grew old together. Had 3 kids together. Married at such an amazing place.

Tears started rolling down my cheeks.

'Would she ever forgive me for everything I did to her?'

Whether or not she forgave me I was gonna be here for her. I was gonna give her all the love I could while being here.

I wasn't going to let her go this time she was too precious to me now. She was my world.

Gone Ji-hye POV
I don't know where I was at, everything was white. I could hear voices. I recognized one instantly it was Jimin.

"Please forgive me, forgive me for everything I've done"

I heard him say.

I could tell he was crying. There was a pain tone in his voice.

A couple of minutes later I hear another voice. It was Hoseok.

"I am but I don't see her that way anymore, I met someone else"

I heard him say. I dropped to the floor. I started to cry. I was getting hurt by a guy again.

"GET OUT, GET OUT NOW!! HOW COULD YOU KEEP LYING TO HER LIKE THAT"

I heard Jimin scream at Hoseok. He seemed furious. I guess he really did fall for me. I stopped crying.

I have always loved Jimin I was also lying to Hoseok. If that girl made him happy I was happy. I wish I could tell him it was fine, to go look for her but I was stuck here.

I wanted to go to Jimin. I wanted to hug him and kiss him but I couldn't I was stuck here and I didn't know how to get out of here.

I wanted to tell him...

"Jimin I love you"

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안녕 I hope you enjoyed😊. This will probably end soon idk. But I'll probably do a sequel. Can you please check out my other ff? It is called "Stranded" I just started it so doesn't have a lot of chapter. Please go check it, it would mean the world to me. Thanks for reading 사랑해요😊❤