True Colors...//JIMIN FF {Complete}|| editing

Chapter 17

He moves a little bit closer and our lips are centimeters apart. I'm still looking at them. I was tempted to have those lips meet mine. They were similar to Jimin's.

He woke up.

Hoseok:"Hey why are you awake so late at night"

"Oh I just woke up I don't know why"

I kept looking at his lips and he noticed. He just smiled.

He got closer and our lips met.

I kept thinking of Jimin, imagining that those lips were his. FUCK. I need to stop it. He hurt me and Hoseok is a better guy than he is.

I broke the kiss.

"Woahhhhh"

Hoseok:"Well that was nice"
He said with a smile then he said...

"Ji-hye I have something to tell you"

"Yeah what's up?"

Hoseok:"Well it might seem wrong,no, it is wrong but I've had a crush on you for the longest."

'HOLY SHITEU' I screamed in my head. He actually has feelings for me.

Hoseok:"This is also wrong and I know you just got messed up because of that asshole, but I'm still going to ask, will you be my girlfriend?"

Jimin's POV
I was out partying with my new friends. Having fun with some chicks when I saw a girl she looked like Ji-hye. 'Holy Shit she is back'. For some reason I got happy. I walked up to the girl and hugged her tightly. She was trying to get out of my embrace but I was gonna have her again I needed her body meeting mine again. Then she spoke and I knew that wasn't Ji-hye and instantly let her go.

The girl turned around to face me.

"Wtf man I don't know you"

"Oh shit I'm sorry I thought you were someone else"

I was about to leave when she grabbed my hand.

"Hey you're cute. How about we have some fun?" She said with a smirk.

Fuck it. She wasn't Ji-hye but close enough. I took her to a bedroom and tried to fuck her, but I couldn't not even close. We just made out and I told her to leave.

'Whats happening to you Jimin?' I thought to myself as I sat on the bed alone.

I haven't touched another girl ever since that night with Ji-hye. I can't be falling for her I just can't. That's not who I am. That's not what I was taught.

Being a fuck boy is what I was taught.

"Son never never fall for a bitch they will just fuck you up"

We're the exact words of my father.

My eomma left us when I was 2. My appa loved her so much, I can tell by the pictures I've seen of him and eomma together. Then there were pictures of him and I. Just us, he looked miserable.

Getting hurt filled him with hatred he taught me things I should've never been taught.

He taught me how to lie to girls to get them to sleep with me. He taught me never to trust a "bitch". The most important thing (apparently to him) was to NEVER fall inlove.

Growing up I saw other kids with both their parents. That was something that made me listen to my dad. A hate towards my mom grew which lead me just use women as objects.

'Why am I thinking this in a room alone, when I should be out there partying' I thought to myself as I
flopped on the bed with my hands on my face.