Train wreck [ Joseph Morgan ]

~{HEART BREAK SUCKS}~

🌜~{ Alice's .P.O.V. }~🌛

After I got the call from Ed, I quickly left the set and drove over to his hotel left on bourbon street.

Once I made my way up the five floors on the elevator to his room, I was surprised to see a fancy dinner awaiting for me with a very handsome, Ed Westwick.

We has a delicious looking filet mignon with aside of freshly baked potatoes and steamed carrots with a glass of ruby red Chardonnay.

And after nine glasses, everything was a blur...

Then we ended up kissing on his bed, both of us were stripped of each other's clothes as we made pleasure but somehow this didn't feel right to me as we continued on with the sex.

This felt wrong... but somehow I shook it off and just continued on having sex with the guy.

I moaned with pleasure once he hit my G-spot and I couldn't stop from there.

I never had sex after Jamie died and with Ed it felt wrong that it wasn't Jamie instead...

He kissed down to my slightly fat stomach. He eyed my underwear with his dark brown eyes like it was some prize to claim for his stature and place on his trophy shelf along with his other 184 bras and Lace panties he collected over the years.

I was very uncomfortable and unfortunately I didn't like the way he was making love to me. I didn't like it all, it just felt-weird! I missed Jamie so much that I couldn't stop thinking about him all night until I got into this bed with Ed.

"CACAO!" I yelled out my safe word telling him to stop the fuck he was doing. He seemed to listen as he pulled out his member from inside of me.

Ed lays down beside me on the bed.

I look up at him and stroke his glistening cheek. "I'm sorry love." I apologize for interrupting our thing.

"It's okay sweetheart." He smiled. "Are you okay?" He asked me.

I look at him and nod my head. "I'm fine sweetie."

"Do want to do it again?" He asked.

"Sure." I said. Ed smiled and kissed my cheek. He laid me back down on the comforters in my original position and spread my legs ajar so he can slide his wieness in my gina.

Once he was close to almost entering inside of me, my nerves got the better of me...

"CACAO!" I screeched and Ed immediately got off of me with a groan.

I quickly regretted stopping. I apologized to Ed and we continued but I couldn't help but scream out "Cacao" every few seconds...

"O-Okay Ed, I think I got cacao handled." You could tell but I was stressing.

"I think we are done, Alice." Ed says and picks up his briefs and puts them on next his shirt and then his pants until he was fully dressed.

"No Ed stop, see, I'm not saying cacao anymore. We can still have sex!" I smiled but Ed wasn't smiling, he seemed to be frowning.

"I'm sorry Alice but this isn't working."

"What isn't working?" I asked him.

"Us." He blankly just spills out that one word infront of me I feared to hear.

"N-No, you are wrong!" I strongly disagreed with him. "Nothing is wrong with us."

"Alice, look at the facts infront of you: You miss Jamie. You never stopped thinking about him and even though you tell yourself you don't, I know."

"But Ed..."

"I know you still love him and not me. That's why I'm breaking up with you, it's better this way." He says emotionlessly and heads out the door leaving me naked in nothing but a sheet.

I quickly grab my clothes and put them on and run after him.

"But Ed, I can change. I'll forget about him. We'll make this Work!"

"ALICE, STOP!" He stares at me and grabs me by both of the shoulders. A few tears escaped from my eyes.

"Ed please, Ed." I cried in front of him, hugging him, begging him not to leave me.

"Alice, this better for the both of us if you just leave." He blankly speaks as he gently grabs my Things I left behind and hands them over for me to take and leave. "Bye Alice." He sighs as he shuts the door in my face.

"Ed Please Don't Leave Me Alone, ED!" And with that, I was left a broken mess.

~{Author's Note}~

Poor poor Alice, I feel so bad for her. Ed Frickin Dumped her!!!! Poor poor girl😭

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