Train wreck [ Joseph Morgan ]

~{GIRL TALK}~

🌜~{ Alice's .P.O.V. }~🌛

"WHAT THE FUCK!"

"Phoebe, please don't swear when someone is talking." I said to my best friend as we sat and talked in her bedroom. I finally decided to tell Phoebe the whole truth: Me and Kol and Joseph.

"But I thought - You said you and Nate weren't - AGHHHHHHHHH!"

"I lied." I grimaced, realizing how of a fool I was for not telling her about Nate's and I secret romance.

"I see that already." Phoebe turned her nose at me. I knew I deserve her silence, I wasn't a very good friend at the moment.

"I'm sorry Phoebe." I apologized to my friend and hugged her.

She hugged me back. "Does Joseph know about this?" Phoebe asked.

"The stupid media blabbed about me and Nate all over the internet  so I guess he knows but I'm not entirely sure?" I hope he doesn't know but there is a fifty/fifty chance that he might know.

"So, You And Nate..." Phoebe looked at me with a questioning look. If I told her the truth, will she hate me?

"What about Nate and I?" I asked, looking back at her with a skeptical look.

"What should I label you?" She questioned.

Here it goes...

"Friends with benefits, I guess?" I confessed, feeling embarrassed telling my best friend.

I waited; I waited for an upper cut to the lip or a punch to the eye by Phoebe but, there was nothing to come my way for punishing me to be this way... NOTHING! NONE! ZIPPO!!!

At least a little slap to the cheek would suffice but I couldn't get a slap neither.

Phoebe kept quiet, she didn't even move; she just held my hand and that was it. So, I decided to spill the rest of my grieves and guts in front of her before I EXPLODE!

"I'm sorry Phoebe, I guess you hate me now."

"I would never hate you Alice, you're my best friend and you'll always be my best friend No Matter What." She spoke.

I took her words to heart and I couldn't help but smile but soon after a few minutes, the tears started coming up and I broke down sobbing.

"What's Wrong Alice?" Paul asked since he just now entered my bedroom.

"Not now Paul, can't you see she's crying?" Phoebe scolded her boyfriend.

Paul rolled his eyes at her. "I can see that Phoebe, I am just worried about her that is all."

I looked up at Phoebe and Paul with tears in my eyes. I guess I should tell them whether I like it or not!

"Nate and I decided it would be fun to be friends with benefits since we are both good friends, we thought it would be fun to have sex with each other over and over again. I admit, it was fun having sex with him: muscular body, gentle thrusts, tender kisses; for two and a half months."

"That long!" Phoebe and Paul both gasped.

I nodded my head, I swear I felt all kinds of shame for admitting my secret relationship to them but they had to know.

"I had to admit, the sex was fun but I wanted something more. I didn't want to be 'just friends.' I admitted, I loved Nate. He was there for me when Jamie and my daughter died. He was the only one who got me but I guess I was wrong." I started to cry.

"What do you mean you were wrong?" Paul asked.

I grabbed a few tissues from the cleanex box and dabbed my tears from my eyes and continued. "One day I asked him if we should make our relationship out but Nate shook his head. He said he rather keep our relationship a 'secret' but I didn't want that, I thought it would be right to tell you and everyone else about our relationship, it would be the right decision to make but Nate rather have sex with me then admit to our relationship."

Phoebe looked at me with tears in her eyes and wrapped me in her arms and hugged me. "I'm sorry Alice, I wish this never happened to you." Phoebe sobbed onto my shoulder as she still caresssed me in her arms tenderly.

"Thank you Phoebe."

Paul swallows awkwardly and stares at me. "I guess I'm sorry too." Paul apologized while awkwardly scratching the back of his neck.

"Why are you apologizing Paul, you did't do anything wrong?"

"The guys are coming over tonight for the football game." Paul looked at me with a smile but I wasn't smiling, I was pissed...

"PAUL!" I practically yelled his name, I was furious.

"You got to be fucking kidding me, Paul." Phoebe glared at her boyfriend for his stupidity. "Men And their football, I swear."

"I'm gonna go to my room before they get h-h..."

*KNOCK*

SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTtttttttttt.....

I watch as Paul strolls over to the door and opens it and there in a yellow turtleneck sweater, grey pants and tenni shoes was the one and only, Joseph Morgan, with that big adorable smile as usual that always seemed to melt my heart.

"RUN NOW! RUN NOW! NOBODY WOULD NOTICE, NOT EVEN JOSEPH! JUST RUN UP THOSE DAMN STAIRS AND WHOOSH, NOBODY WOULD EVEN KNOW YOU WERE GONE, NOW GO!"

"Hey Alice!" Joseph greeted with a smile.

"OH SHIT, HE CAUGHT ME!! COMPROMISE HAS BEEN DETECTED! REPEAT!!! COMPROMISE HAS BEEN DETECTED!... RUN...HIDE...RUN...AND...HIDE...COME ON ALICE, THINK OF A EXCUSE!!!!!!" I mentally screamed in my head... I Got It!

"I got explosive diarrhea. I don't want you to catch it so, I'm gonna go to my room. Bye everyone!" I phibbed, quickly running up the stairs to my bedroom, quickly feeling the merge of embarrassment embedding into my cheeks.

Nice going Alice; explosive diarrhea?

Can you be so stupid?