Train wreck [ Joseph Morgan ]

~{CRIPPLING DEPRESSION}~

🌜~{ Alice's .P.O.V. }~🌛

Today was the second day of filming and man was I sure feeling like shit!

I haven't left my room after my breakup with Ed and all I've done nothing is drink bottles of bud light that I smuggled into my room without Phoebe or Paul noticing.

Phoebe took me out to coffee as usual but I didn't really want coffee so I didn't drink it.

Once we arrived, I quickly left with Amy to get my makeup done before Phoebe could get the chance to ask me 'what's wrong?'

"How are you doing, Miss Collins?" Amy asked me, so cheery like that it almost wanted to make me smile but yet I didn't have it in me, it was like it - Vanished mysteriously!

"I don't know?" Was all I could think to say as she finished touching up my makeup.

"Um... So, your makeup is done." Amy smiled, pretending nothing is wrong with me when actually there is.

"Thank you Amy, you may go." I watch as she picks up her makeup kit and leave.

'I guess everyone leaves me,' I sighed to myself as I sit next to my mirror with a copy of People Magazine in front of me just barely waiting to be read.

Just then, Phoebe, Nate, Claire and Danielle enter my trailer.

"Hey girly, how are you holding?" My best friend asked me as she walked over and placed a hand on the back of head and began stroking my hair through her fingers.

"I loved him Phoebe, but I guessed he never loved me." I sadly began to sob as the tears started to come down ruining half my makeup that Amy just applied earlier ago.

"Amy is going to be pissed to find you crying and half her hard work gone." Nate remarked.

"Nate, we don't need one of your remarks right now." Danielle snapped at him. Good for Danielle, I was really happy she yelled at him, that butthead.

"Sorry, I will kick his posh ASS for hurting my girl!" Nate threatened, as put his fists up like he was getting ready to knock the lights out of Ed without even looking.

I laughed. "Thanks Nate." I smiled and thanked him with a hug.

"Alice, time to go." Amy calls for me to come.

Phoebe walks over and tenderly presses her arm upon my shoulder and I look at her. "Don't worry Alice, everything will get better soon."

~{Time skip - Alice and Joseph's scene}~

I stood across from Joseph as we stood in the middle of a living room with the most beautifulist of fireplaces I have ever seen.

Today was Joseph's and mine sex scene and you could tell that I wasn't too thrilled let alone emotionally stable to have fake sex with the last person I want to have sex with on screen.

Enter scene: Klaus Mikaelson's Mansion
(Alice line/ Bold  Joseph line/ underlined)

Int: [Joseph is hanging up his cell phone while I stand with a drink watching the fireplace.]

Klaus: My sister informs me that your vampire assailant is dead, so you're safe and free to go. Or stay.

September: [after a moment] I could be persuaded to stay, enjoy some of the good life. And maybe I could drum up a few more of Marcel's secrets and you could do something for me.

Klaus: Oh, I'm sorry, love, but you'll never convince me to let Josh go free.

September: Well, then, I guess I'll never get my Josh any more than you'll get a shot with Cami.
[Joseph looks torn and turns and walks away.]

September: Do you wanna know why I like that painting?

Klaus: [turning back around] Well, perhaps it was because it allowed you to see into my deep, wounded soul.

September: [walking towards him] I saw how twisted it really is. [I bite my lip.] And maybe I can relate.

Klaus: [walking closer] So what's it gonna be? Going? Or staying?

September: You like to be in control. You tell me.

-Now it was time for our sex scene-

Joseph brushes his hand against my cheek sending shivers up my spine and, I liked it, showing him a grin as he grabbed me to him.

Slowly he brings his plump pink lips to mine and we start kissing and the weirdest thing I've ever done was pull Joseph's shirt over his head. Damn he was ripped but I couldn't drool about that now so I continued to kiss him until his lips turned purple. Joseph vamp-speeds me up onto the table and I willingly tear my own shirt over my head without a care in the world and Joseph smiles, I guess he seemed to like what I was doing by the size of his pants I see wedged between his legs.

Joseph pushes me down flat onto the table, then mounts me and kisses my neck while I gasp and moan underneath him and for the first time, this felt right to me. This much pleasure from both of us felt so unreal that it made me fluster at the thought of me and Joseph being together.

'Could Joseph and I be together?' I thought as I continued to kiss the love of my life like we were the last two people on earth.

But

My thoughts kick in and I start to think about my deceased husband and Ed and I start to panic and stop the spark me and Joseph had while we filmed.

"W-Why did you stop?" Joseph looked totally bewildered as I forcefully pushed his body off mine with a flick of my wrists and snapped up and picked my shirt with newly tears in my eyes. Joseph noticed me crying and put his arm on my shoulder. "What's wrong Alice?" He asked.

"I-I can't Joseph, I just can't." I sobbed as I ran off, leaving Joseph onset with the cameras still rolling...

~{Author's Note}~

Well, this chapter is done. Next chapter will be up tomorrow!😊 Goodnight everyone

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