Instead of rants, I'm writing edgy poems.
Ugh.
Anyway, I guess I'll give an update on my life.
Maple is in the hospital, supposedly because of me.
As you all may have figured out, Maple is a huge part of my life. I've been in a relationship with them since November 11, 2016.
Our anniversary is coming up.
But from what I've been told, I will spend that day alone; for they will be in the mental hospital for 2-3 months.
From what I've been told.
I will have to spend that day all by myself, in my room, with my own damn emotions and tears. I will spend all day thinking of them, and my mind won't let me rest.
I'll write about them constantly until I pass out.
I will be alone.
That's the worst part.
A day where I'd love to call them and spend all day and night with them, sharing/creating memories and laughing with them.
A day completely and utterly wasted.
A day I will never forget, nor will I ever get back.
I will be alone.
