Every day, I think I'm getting sicker and sicker.
Every day, I'm falling deeper and deeper.
Every day, I'm breathing quicker and quicker.
Every day, I'm dying slower and slower.
I think my mind is fooling me.
I think my friends are laughing at me.
I think my family is hating me.
I think the figures are eating me.
I know I'm not normal.
I know I'm not healthy.
I know I'm not happy.
I know I'm not okay.
Slap your hand away.
Kick your face away.
Sleep the pain away.
Take your breath away.
I will end this.
I will give up.
I will surrender.
I will let go.
Don't save me.
Don't pity me.
Don't help me.
Don't even look at me.
Just let me go.
Let me fall.
Let me lose.
For once, just let me feel alive.
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Today... I can't.
