Life of being Logan Paul's sister///Zach Herron

Not my fault

Jessica's POV

I woke up to a door opening and closing. It was Amber. I looked at the clock. 6:21 in the morning. I looked over and Logan was sound asleep. I sighed and went back to sleep.

Amber's POV

Today is the day I'm going back to Ohio. I really don't want to go. I'm scared.

I opened the door and closed it behind me. I went down and went in my uber. On my way to the airport. Yay. 

Honestly I'm scared to see my parents and... Matthew.

Time skip

Well these are my thoughts on the airplane back to Ohio.

I'm not the bad guy here. You wanna know why? CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THIS!

Matthew made me. I did it because I didn't want her to get killed.

Flash back to Jessica's b-day

Unknown: You thought you could get rid of me

Amber: who is this?

Unknown: You know good and well.

Amber: no, I don't

Unknown: Are you sure about that?

Amber: yes, so please stop texting me

Unknown: I thought you would be wise enough to stay and text me. I have important things to say.

Amber: why should I care

Unknown: Sweet, dear Amber. It deals with your best friend. Jessica Paul.

Amber: WHO IS THIS

Unknown: You know who I am. I am the one who put you in the hospital.

Amber: WHAT DO YOU WANT MATTHEW

Unknown: For you to come back to Ohio

Amber: that will never happen

Unknown: Are you sure about that?

Amber: yes

Unknown: Let's just say, if you don't come back to Ohio, Jessica will be killed.

Amber: NO PLEASE DON'T

Unknown: Then you must do what I say...

Amber: fine

"Amber." Jack said

"Yes?"

"You okay?" 

"Yeah I'm fine." I responded

Flash back over 

We just landed in Ohio. I'm even more nervous and scared.

Time skip

"WELCOME HOME AMBER!" I hear my family yell

"How did y'all know I was coming back?" I asked

"Well Matthew told us of course." My dad told me

"Oh." I said

"He said he would come over in 30 minutes." My mother told me and smiled

I did a fake smile back at her.

They seriously know nothing.

He's probably going to hurt me even more.

My mom went back to the kitchen and my dad went back to watching TV.

I went into my bed room and put stuff back.

I closed and locked my door. I started crying.

Maybe I could just end the pain here. No one would ever notice or know anyways. Why would they care?

I went into my bathroom and pulled a blade out of my razor. 

This really brings back memories. Jessica found me cutting myself and stopped me from bleeding to death. I just told her I felt like no one loved me.

I couldn't tell her about Matthew. 

That was two weeks before she left.

I put my hand over the sink and started cutting my wrist.

It hurt, but I deserved it. I deserved every single ounce of pain.

After cutting my right wrist I decided to put the blade back. I washed it and put it back.

I washed some blood off of my wrist and put a band-aid over the cuts.

I then heard a knock at my door.

"Honey! Matthew is here!"

Just great.

"Okay!" I said back

A/N

I'm going to stop there. What did y'all think about the plot-twist?

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