Days have gone by. Weeks have gone by. I miss them more than ever. Especially Zach.
Amber is on her way here, but Logan said if she ever hurt me again, he won't allow her to come back or stay here.
I was looking through my photos of when the boys were here, when something caught my eye.
It was Zach's hand in mine. I smiled and posted it on Instagram.
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ItsJessicaPaul: missing this weirdo, love you 😘 @imzachherron
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@corbynbesson: so you don't miss me? );
@imzachherron: I'm not a weirdo, but I love you
@jonahmarais: UMMM WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF US
@username1: you are just using the boys for fame, go kill yourself
@username2: gold digger
@JessicaPaulFanPage: i shipp itt
@username3: kys
@username4: why are you still relevant? Oh and stop using the boys, slut
I read all the comments and felt a pang of anger and sadness. I tried to brush off the haters comments but I just couldn't. They stuck.
Logan sat beside me and looked at my phone.
"What you doing?" He asked
"Reading comments." I said
He looked at the picture I posted and said, "Awe."
I smiled and rolled my eyes.
A few hours later, Logan was in bed and I crawled into bed beside him.
He sighed and asked, "Do you believe what those people say?"
"What people?" I asked
"The comments on your recent Instagram post. I can tell your upset by it." He said
I got under the covers and said, "I don't know."
"Don't believe them. You are beautiful and definitely not a slut." He said
"Thanks. You will always be my favorite brother." I said
He laughed and he went to sleep.
I couldn't go to sleep because of thoughts in my head.
Should I really kill myself? Am I not beautiful? Do I deserve Zach? I definitely don't deserve him.
What time is Amber going to get here tomorrow? Should I ask her why she's cutting? Should I tell her my thoughts? Should I tell Zach he doesn't deserve me?
I barley got any sleep that night.
A/N
Heyo!
I won't be able to post another chapter until next Friday! Stay tuned!
